Sickness
So.
I don't even know what to say, but I figure this is something that probably should be updated... it's not like some major things haven't gone on in my life recently...
Mainly, I'm ill. We don't know what with, yet, but whatever it is is causing me to black out at random intervals... at work, at home, in the hospital, car... doesn't matter the location. It's been causing me to be completely exhausted all the time (I'll sleep for twelve or more hours a day, and be completely exhausted and desiring more sleep), to feel nauseous on occasion, constant migraines, troubles walking any distances, short-term memory loss, stuttering and troubles speaking, disorientation, and so on and so forth. I've been in and out of the hospital pretty regularly, and all my physical test results have come back normal. I'm booked for an EEG and a CT, already, because they really don't know what's happening.
Someone suggested CFS, and I really hope it isn't. I want to go back to work, but it's not safe for me to do right now... I'm bored out of my mind, but I have no motivation to get up and do anything... in fact, I have utmost reason -not- to. But still... CFS would mean there's a possibility I can't return to work... I don't want to live my life on disability........... *Sigh* What do I do?
I don't even know what to say, but I figure this is something that probably should be updated... it's not like some major things haven't gone on in my life recently...
Mainly, I'm ill. We don't know what with, yet, but whatever it is is causing me to black out at random intervals... at work, at home, in the hospital, car... doesn't matter the location. It's been causing me to be completely exhausted all the time (I'll sleep for twelve or more hours a day, and be completely exhausted and desiring more sleep), to feel nauseous on occasion, constant migraines, troubles walking any distances, short-term memory loss, stuttering and troubles speaking, disorientation, and so on and so forth. I've been in and out of the hospital pretty regularly, and all my physical test results have come back normal. I'm booked for an EEG and a CT, already, because they really don't know what's happening.
Someone suggested CFS, and I really hope it isn't. I want to go back to work, but it's not safe for me to do right now... I'm bored out of my mind, but I have no motivation to get up and do anything... in fact, I have utmost reason -not- to. But still... CFS would mean there's a possibility I can't return to work... I don't want to live my life on disability........... *Sigh* What do I do?