Jan 19, 2005 10:48
But I love him.
I can't help it. I do. I know how he used to treat me. I know he isn't that bad. I don't understand why he is like this. I still have hope that it can change. I have hope he can change.
Not to sound like song lyrics, but I have so much love to give, and it needs to go somewhere. And he's the only one right now. I don't feel like I can move on from him. Not yet. Not for awhile. As long as I see him everyday, I can't. I love him, and I'm dedicated.