oh how life sucks
so i woke up at like 6:50 this morning to get ready to fucking work out..like I know its good for me but damn thats a little early dont you think? another day of working out one on one with coach johnson haha good times...he's a trip he almost like pulled me tothe ground and dragged me when we were doing the partner drills
so my mom is full of shit...like she's bipolar....how can you scream at me for something for 5 hours...no exageration 5 hours...and then be all happy go lucky best friends for life the next morning...no! thats not how things work! she gets on my nerves...just one more year and Im totally out of here...and wehnI come back Im stayin in a hotel with miranda
so Im not getting enough hours workign at nordtsrom so im applying to oil and vinegar haha that should be interesting I hope i get the job there
so Im never gonna get into college...my final list WashU, Cornell University, Ohio State, U of Deleware, Syracuse, Michigan State, Kent State, Drexel University..likeI dont have a portfolio.....my GPA is shit 3.3 thats not gonna get me anywhere...Im not sure if im good enought o play field hockey a any of these schools...imnot good enought o run at like 2 of those schools...Im a fucking failure adn thats whats gonna be come of me...in 10 years at the greenhill 10 year reunion Im gonna be the person thats been knocked up like 4 times already...ok idk abotu that but you get the point..LJay fix my excuse for a life
um I really like jonathan like its nice to just hang out with him and have fun and not make it this super super serious thing...its fun...its gonna be hard when he leaves for college...thats for sure
Imogen heap: goodnight and go
You get me every time
Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
One of these days
You'll miss your train, and come stay with me
It's always say goodnight and go
We'll have drinks and talk about things
And any excuse to stay awake with you
You'd sleep here, I'd sleep there
But then the heating may be down again
At my convenience
We'd be good, we'd be great together
Go
Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go