Who wears make up to work out?

May 15, 2007 02:38

So lately I have been really unhappy with my body. I know that whole line about real beauty comes from inside, and it's true. But if you feel ugly on the outside it's not healthy for the inside. And it's not like someone told me I'm a fat cow that should put down the burger. I feel it when I move. I feel it when I try to sit down and my belly sticks out. I've gained so much weight since I had Rinoa last year. So this month I started to do something about it. Last tuesday I started going to the little gym in my apartment complex. I went three days in a row and spent about an hour and a half on the tredmill and cycle. Then friday came and my husband wanted to go out on a date. This threw off my schedule a little but I still got at least 45 min of walking since we dont have a car and take the bus. Then on saturday and sunday I missed my workout but it was replaced with swimming with the kids. That was a lot of fun and I felt it later all over. Today I was a major slacker and didnt do a thing. I felt fat just sitting around. I went to Walmart with my uncle and bought a exercise dvd. I had seen it on tv (As Seen on TV!! lol) and it looked like something I could do that wouldnt fuck my knee up. And I've been trying to eat better and keep track of my calorie intake. And drinking more water, although today and yesterday I was a bit lax in that area.

Rinoa is sleeping so peacefuly in her crib. She's my little angel, who's horns are holding up her halo. lol She missed her daddy. Norman was sent to Florida to help open a new call center. He'll be gone for a week. Not too happy but I'll live. Rinoa is the one I worry about. But it's just a week right?

Bed time
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