life sucks...
yea.... i have no idea what to say or do anymore to make atleast one person happy. i try and try and all i get is shit back in my face. i'm soo sick of people telling me how it sucks that i cant hang out with them because i cant get a ride or dont wanna walk to meet them across town late at night and they complain about walking a street away. its soo sad those people are going far away to a college in another state. i wonder who i'm talking about. its sooo easy to walk places.. it isnt hard... its called fucking exercise.. its called having legs! urghh i wonder why i get soo pissed.
yea now my other thing is.... i got accepted to all my colleges i applied to. well theres no problem.. but its weird u know. i really thought i was stupid thinking i was only gonna get into 1 or none of them. I'm gonna be going to Fitchburg next year which i'm excited to go. ok yea i'm really excited to get outta melrose... not too far away but enough to be out of teh surrounding cities
i really wanna sleep right now.. my family is driving me up the wall.. i'm soo sick of them.. its like ahh go away! i wanna be w/my friends. i wanna go ice skating,which danielle will soon.. i'm gonna kill myself again! lol i seriously am on the verge of doing something drastic to myself.. its like i'm soo sick of myself.. or i dunno sick of some of the things in my life.
last wednesday, i went to Billerica House of Corections for a field trip for Legal Issues.. yea that was an experience to never forget. the guys were scary.. my little incident wasnt nice either.. i dunno just the past comes to haunt me... fun... i gotta go.. and clean up the house that got messed up.. later
~Corrin