sooo fucking disappointed in myself
I'm soo fucking stupid. i think i need some mental help.. and i'm 100% about it. i have a lying disorder. what the fuck is wrong w/me. i cant help it. i just lie and sometimes dont realize it until it wayy too late and i'm fucked. tonight was a prime example... not naming names or what happened.. but lets just say i fucked up and probably ruined something big going on for me. damn i'm a fucking idiot... i hate myself for this.. i wish i could turn back time and just shut the hell up and ahhhh i cant deal w/myself. honestly if i ever tell u a story... ask if i'm lying.... cuz u never know...