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I'm in a much better mood today because even though I have two exams (9-12, which I already left, which went... okay-ish? and 2-4, which I will continue to study for as soon as I post!) I realised I will be DONE by 4pm and then FREE. For weeks I've been thinking "I NEED A BREAK" and it's sooo close now. 5 more hours!
I'm going home tomorrow and I'm excited but I always get these feelings that I shouldn't go so soon (even though this isn't really soon) and that I have stuff to do at home (which I don't) and that I'm forgetting something (which I hopefully am not). It's really weird to leave my apartment with no one in it. Once Gordon goes home and locks that door... no one will be there. That thought makes me so anxious! I have no one to call to ask if everything is okay there, even though I'm sure everything WILL be okay... Ahhh.
A few weeks ago I got completely into Lonelygirl15 (wayyyy too into) and then I realised the other day that I can't watch the videos at my mom's and I'll be SO BEHIND when I get back. I check it everyday ahhh. I'll survive. I have to realise that nothing bad will happen if I don't see it (like superstitious sports fans that can't miss a game). Sigh. I've fallen victim to the internet.
After I left the library yesterday I met Gordon at the Eaton Centre and we had a fine old time. We rarely are downtown together and it was a pleasant way to waste those couple of hours before my hair appointment. I helped Gordon get some presents for his family and then we went and... bought that ring that I've wanted for so long! It is on my hand right now and glimmer glimmers while I type and sigh it's beautiful. This is probably the actual reason why I'm so happy today: who cares about exam-ful woes when you have diamonds? Woo woo
I got my hair fixed and it's much better. I got it done by the same stylist and she realised as soon as I sat down that the initial cut was NOT okay. She chopped and chopped and that's what makes me so happy at the hair dresser. I want hair fallllling to the ground, and lots of it! One side is longer than the other now somehow but I think it's only me and no one else would notice. Oh well. I'm satisfied!
ONE MORE EXAM. This one will not be very difficult because it is not cumulative and I've become much more able in the field of Animal Behaviour and can now think in the right way to BS answers if necessary. It's so funny how you have to get used to a discipline and the way to approach different types of questions. Woooo.
We'll see if I feel this good about it AFTER I actually write it...
I'm going home tomorrow and I'm excited but I always get these feelings that I shouldn't go so soon (even though this isn't really soon) and that I have stuff to do at home (which I don't) and that I'm forgetting something (which I hopefully am not). It's really weird to leave my apartment with no one in it. Once Gordon goes home and locks that door... no one will be there. That thought makes me so anxious! I have no one to call to ask if everything is okay there, even though I'm sure everything WILL be okay... Ahhh.
A few weeks ago I got completely into Lonelygirl15 (wayyyy too into) and then I realised the other day that I can't watch the videos at my mom's and I'll be SO BEHIND when I get back. I check it everyday ahhh. I'll survive. I have to realise that nothing bad will happen if I don't see it (like superstitious sports fans that can't miss a game). Sigh. I've fallen victim to the internet.
After I left the library yesterday I met Gordon at the Eaton Centre and we had a fine old time. We rarely are downtown together and it was a pleasant way to waste those couple of hours before my hair appointment. I helped Gordon get some presents for his family and then we went and... bought that ring that I've wanted for so long! It is on my hand right now and glimmer glimmers while I type and sigh it's beautiful. This is probably the actual reason why I'm so happy today: who cares about exam-ful woes when you have diamonds? Woo woo
I got my hair fixed and it's much better. I got it done by the same stylist and she realised as soon as I sat down that the initial cut was NOT okay. She chopped and chopped and that's what makes me so happy at the hair dresser. I want hair fallllling to the ground, and lots of it! One side is longer than the other now somehow but I think it's only me and no one else would notice. Oh well. I'm satisfied!
ONE MORE EXAM. This one will not be very difficult because it is not cumulative and I've become much more able in the field of Animal Behaviour and can now think in the right way to BS answers if necessary. It's so funny how you have to get used to a discipline and the way to approach different types of questions. Woooo.
We'll see if I feel this good about it AFTER I actually write it...