Not looking forward to this

Jul 25, 2004 22:03

Currently I am sitting here awaiting this "talk" that i owe my ex. Now that i have sat here and thought about it after 2 years of devotion and nothing but alot of crap in reture why again do i own him anything? But i promised him i would and im hoping after ward i might feel a lil bit better, keeping things inside has not been working out for me and i feel my frineds are growing tired of hearing about them.
Gezz i wish someone whould have called me tonight and draged me out with them. anything is better than what lies ahead.

"welcome the whole new pain and take comfort in all you've become. i waved as i passed myself along the way. i have arrived so unashamed, but my reflection no longer looks the same. it seems much dimmer now.....it seems so dim. just stumble and fall into a world that's overcrowded. and you will find me. won't recognize me; i won't recognize myself. i have arrived so unashamed, but all my senses no longer seem the same. i can sense everything. my sight's so clear. in an instant, my life just slipped away. i fought for life the whole time you were holding me down. you watched me dying. holding me down, you brought my rebirth." AFI Exsanguination
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