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Jan 23, 2005 19:38

I just wrote 10 paragraphs about my philosophies and I was about to update and my computer froze, soon I will update but I can't go through all that again...today. So I'll just say something brief.
I just want to say how thankful I am to have such good friends.
I also wanted to say thank you to a certain friend for opening mu eyes to different views and such, and you all may not know it but I learn wonderful things, important things from you everyday. I've learned that all the selfishness and shallow ideals are nothing and to find the deeper part of everyone. You know, I hear these girls and they're talking about how they think thats its okay to be with a guy who only likes the for their body, and I TOTALLY disagree, "High School is just for messing around," they say...I just think thats wasting your valuable feelings on someone who's just using you.
I also have learned to be yourself. Heres a good example: there was this guy that I had a huge crush on for awhile, and as soon as I discovered that I really did like him, I started to find myself agreeing to things that he said, just to agree with them, not because I actually did...and then I stopped liking him because I couldn't stand how he cussed so much. He used very derogatory words and I couldn't stand it. So after that I just stopped caring what he thought, and now he likes me. And I respect myself enough to tell him that his cussing makes me uncomfortable, and now he doesn't curse in front of me, because he respects me and the way I feel.
The thing is, I was miserable when I was trying to please him all the time. It's not doing anyone good, and I am truely blessed to have friends who mostly have morals like me and how everyday never ceas to amaze me with their brilliance.
Thank you to all of you,
I love you
~Corinne
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