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I am really really really unhappy.
I am really really really unhappy that I'm typing in this stupid little thing.
But, I'll admit it, it feels good to have an audience. I crave nothing more than YOUR response. FEED ME.
I've been having a terrible time.
I'm angry, bitter, resentful all the time (but what else is new, little girl?).
I just want to purge, purge, purge.
You know how sometimes the crowd around you breaks off into little pieces? Little PAIRS? little COUPLES? And everyone has a partner except... you? Oh, that's right. Loneliness, my old friend!
I keep seeing the pictures. All those dead bodies. All those tight, bloated bodies with holes poked in them floating along the water's edge. I go down to the water and I see them. I see them floating towards my coastline with faces I recognize.
I am really really really unhappy that I'm typing in this stupid little thing.
But, I'll admit it, it feels good to have an audience. I crave nothing more than YOUR response. FEED ME.
I've been having a terrible time.
I'm angry, bitter, resentful all the time (but what else is new, little girl?).
I just want to purge, purge, purge.
You know how sometimes the crowd around you breaks off into little pieces? Little PAIRS? little COUPLES? And everyone has a partner except... you? Oh, that's right. Loneliness, my old friend!
I keep seeing the pictures. All those dead bodies. All those tight, bloated bodies with holes poked in them floating along the water's edge. I go down to the water and I see them. I see them floating towards my coastline with faces I recognize.