Apr 02, 2005 23:47
I was reading a bit about him...its interesting how I never really heard about the mans acts, his life, his compassion, until his death. But its good to hear it now and hopefully won't be forgotten.
I had a surprisingly good day. It felt rather liberating for once in a long time. First, I played two varsity lax games, played rather well, and SCORED! Yesss. Second, I came home, took a shower, and watched I Heart Huckabees before dinner, which was quite funny and convinced me that I'm on the right psychological path. I'm excited. There's so much possibility. I have responsibilities to some, its true, but ultimately now- its me, its my path. I'm going for it. If I want something, I will go after it. I won't bother with things that make me unhappy. I'm done, life's too short.
Its all possible! Reaching out and grabbbing something, someone, life, whatever- its all waiting. Its there and I don't give a damn anymore.
Exhilarating. Beautiful things died today and I was born. Hallelujah.