Sep 11, 2007 19:31
Yes, an update. It's amazing, I haven't updated this thing for a year, but I really wanted to start using this thing again (probably will go on and off, depending on my free time and whether I forget about it or not)
So I'm officially in college now, for animation, yay. The only thing is that I really don't know if I'm gonna be good enough for the whole animation thing. I mean, all I really draw are cartoons, realistic stuff is kinda hard for me, so I'm hoping I can keep up with my classes and improve enough to keep going with this (I really, really wanna keep going with this D:)
And I'm rooming with Tara. Its freggin awesome :D And I have this new thing with smilies, I can't stop using them, what the fuck.
I'm gonna go everywhere with this entry due to the lack of updates, lol.
And anyways, so Kyle moved to Iowa. I officially decided that I'm not gonna be with him any more (like, as a girlfriend) because I couldn't tell whether or not he wanted to be. I mean, he told me he loved me and stuff, but he wouldn't ask me out or even really kiss me. I mean, I wanna kiss. The hugging and shit is all good, but I want a real relationship thats going somewhere with a guy who has plans. I mean, he moved to Iowa with his fucking cousins, and is working at walmart! At least I'm aiming for something, whether or not I make it. I just don't think I want to be with someone like that and I hope he understands that I don't want to be with him (because he doesn't get the hint).
So anyways, he decided to email me finally after a month (and not even me, but everyone at the same time) saying he had no free time. But seriously, working at walmart? You can't find 3 minutes of the day to email back his friends (whom all asked him whether he was alive or not). So I'm pissed. I don't really care anymore, if he doesn't want to keep in contact with us, I don't freggin care. I really want a new boyfriend, I'm tired of him.
Enough about Kyle, more about me :D
I'm so happy about college. Its so fun here, everyone talks to you and the professors are sweet and the classes are all pretty fun (and short, ohmahgod) so I'm enjoying it. Though it likes to suck the life outta your wallet, and I'm already poor D: And its hard to find time to eat lunch, what the heck. Anyways...
I'm all into wolfhome again (well, I was back when I was like...10...or 12 or something...it hasn't changed out :D) and I drew some posed for myself. That's pretty fun. Some guy told me I was hot, even though my avatar is a fucking pink wolf. Apparently he's into beastiality, haha.
And I love deviantart, what would I do without you? And Odin Sphere! That game is so awesome! And hard, damnit, it pisses me off! I mean, the enemies like to rape you until you die and not let you get a hit in edgewise. What da fuck.
And...I'm finally downloading Cowboy Bebop, since I've never seen the whole series! I'm so out of date...help me please D: