Sleepless night
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-klsnT_BTk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZV6ubJJETFM
Today I said yes to fac leading. Then I cried twice while with Caitlin. The biggest part of it was knowing that she's leaving. Second part was the feeling that my career aspirations were torn away when I said that 'yes'. I also know that God loves and provides.