Dec 07, 2005 22:24
The snow falls down, washes everything white... everything is clean and new. All the bad and the ugly is covered and everything is perfect... and beautiful. All my friends are beautiful and amazing in their own unique ways. Despite the recent events and DrAmA.... I love all my friends:) Love em to death. I have made so many amazing, hilarious, great memories, and I'm not going to throw them away and replace them with bad ones. We are all so different, all have different personalities, opinions and ideas... but you know what? There's no changing that, we are all going to FIND WHO WE ARE by different means and we are going to have different feelings and emotions, that do provoke drama... or that do make us grow and be closer as friends and better as people. This is like the end of our "awkward stages" We are blooming into our butterflies. We all what to know who we are... and this is the time when we are figuring it out. It's such a weird combination of feelings to know that THE BIG CHANGE is approaching so rapidly... and I know we are all worrying about it. There is no *right* way to handle things, It's freaky! I think. Its weird not to know what's going to happen... where we are all going and what all is going to be different, I mean for 11 damn years we all have the same anticipation of the school year (the normal)... We know how the school thing goes, we all have our activites and routine things we do and routine things that go on... and now we're facing something anew. We're changing as people, and quitting worrying about "what everybody else thinks" because we finally are realizing, that we have to worry about making ourselves happy before we can make others happy. It's refreshing, it's scary, it's hard, it's exciting... it's everything! It's such a mix of things, and the only thing we have to do it make our mix mesh. Hell we're like breakfast.... I mean eggs are WAY different than hash browns... but you can mix eggs, hash browns, bacon, ham, cheese, salt, pepper, ketchup, sausage, syrup... and what the hell ever but it works! It's YUMMY, you can eat it all in one bite. You know what I mean? I was watching sex and the city tonight:) And looking at those four girls, they are all SO different, but they make it work. They make it work because they can make their differences compliment each other... and they can be happy. One's strength can make up for anothers weakness. We aren't going to morph into something else, so we can be somebody elses "perfect friend" we have to work at making ourselves better so that we can mix better. So many analogies... but I guess the Ol' Stephens is right, EVERYTHING CONNECTS in some level. I believe and have faith that we can come together and be a fuckin' bomb 3 in the morning drunk munchie ihop breakfast. Fate has control, but we have choice... we have the choice to put the salt on our eggs. And then if it tastes good... that's fate. You have to live in the moment, but have the future in mind. Everything works out, you have to have goals for the future. I know that everything will be fine in the end. :) LoveS much, Goodnight sugar bears! Always, Trick.
So... I definitley want to be like DAISY on Daisy Does America too... just wanted to add that! That girl has a blast and does the most random things!
i hope you guys can connect with this an