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i wish i hadn't gotten excited about spring break. i'm actually really upset.
once i threw a sleepover & no one came. i decorated my apartment & made cupcakes & bought a lot of beer & food. then i just got sadder & sadder as i sat there alone, then cried all night.
that's how always feel now. always. i don't even know what that feeling is! it's just the same though.
the most fun i had all week was last night. i went to this vegan buffet in korean town, then played rock band, then saw no country for old men at the dollar theater.
when i woke up i saw that someone had called me last night to see what i was doing & i left my phone at home. & i forgot about a party i really would have gone, too! i'm so out of the loop. it's not possible to get back in, & finding a new loop failed, too.
i talk to brandon a lot.
he makes things for me.
once i threw a sleepover & no one came. i decorated my apartment & made cupcakes & bought a lot of beer & food. then i just got sadder & sadder as i sat there alone, then cried all night.
that's how always feel now. always. i don't even know what that feeling is! it's just the same though.
the most fun i had all week was last night. i went to this vegan buffet in korean town, then played rock band, then saw no country for old men at the dollar theater.
when i woke up i saw that someone had called me last night to see what i was doing & i left my phone at home. & i forgot about a party i really would have gone, too! i'm so out of the loop. it's not possible to get back in, & finding a new loop failed, too.
i talk to brandon a lot.
he makes things for me.