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i've been pretty carefree. carefree means irresponsible, i think.
i've been dating a new boy, but writing about him in my lj feels like cheating on gerardo somehow. not being with gerardo is starting to not feel strange. i still want to call him at the office in the middle of the day & make drunken party appearances with him & fall back on him as a constant when i fell myself doubting everything else, but i guess i've stopped doubting myself so much.
IDK.
i've been dating a new boy, but writing about him in my lj feels like cheating on gerardo somehow. not being with gerardo is starting to not feel strange. i still want to call him at the office in the middle of the day & make drunken party appearances with him & fall back on him as a constant when i fell myself doubting everything else, but i guess i've stopped doubting myself so much.
IDK.