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Well, things are pretty shitty right now.
Hopefully what Maria said will change things a bit.
But... that would be giving a lot of credit to Garrett.
I dont think that he will be willing to take back the things he said about me...
Thatll probably be the only way his "loyal followers" will forgive me too.
Not that I think I did anything wrong.
I guess this is just how things work out for me.
Its just stupid, I hated feeling like every time I was around him I was being pressured to like him. Is that so wrong? Im pretty sure enough of that would get on anyones nerves. I dont like Garrett as more than a friend and I never will. And honestly, I think thats completely understandable. Hes not exactly "boyfriend material." Im just not into that get drunk and high every day and run from cops scene. And as for him paying for prom... okay, he doesnt have a job so his PARENTS paid for it, not him. Oh, and I seem to recall me throwing a birthday party for him not too long ago, and paying with my own money, not my parents.
WOW GARRETT IM SORRY IM SUCH A BAD PERSON, YOUR PARENTS PAID FOR US TO GO TO PROM TOGETHER AND I DIDNT WANT TO DANCE WITH YOU BECAUSE I HAVE A BROKEN LEG.
AND THEN YOU CALLED ME A BITCH, TOLD ERIC YOU WERENT DRIVING ME HOME, AND TURNED HALF OF MY FRIENDS AGAINST ME.
right, I deserve this.
Ahhh I had to get this out.
Matt uninviting to his party because of this made me cry... for like an hour. And then I stayed in bed pouting until I decided that I should try cleaning my house because it makes me feel better.
I thought these people were my best friends, and all it takes is Garrett being mad at me to change that. Im not sure if Eric is mad at me... I messaged him asking him. He hasnt really talked to me since it and when Im around him he kinda acts like Im not there.
The only people who I know arent mad are Gary, Maria, Justin and Kyle.
At least I have them.
This is like my longest entry.. ever.
It just shows that being friends with guys is not a way to avoid drama. And I thought that was one of the major benefits.
Hopefully what Maria said will change things a bit.
But... that would be giving a lot of credit to Garrett.
I dont think that he will be willing to take back the things he said about me...
Thatll probably be the only way his "loyal followers" will forgive me too.
Not that I think I did anything wrong.
I guess this is just how things work out for me.
Its just stupid, I hated feeling like every time I was around him I was being pressured to like him. Is that so wrong? Im pretty sure enough of that would get on anyones nerves. I dont like Garrett as more than a friend and I never will. And honestly, I think thats completely understandable. Hes not exactly "boyfriend material." Im just not into that get drunk and high every day and run from cops scene. And as for him paying for prom... okay, he doesnt have a job so his PARENTS paid for it, not him. Oh, and I seem to recall me throwing a birthday party for him not too long ago, and paying with my own money, not my parents.
WOW GARRETT IM SORRY IM SUCH A BAD PERSON, YOUR PARENTS PAID FOR US TO GO TO PROM TOGETHER AND I DIDNT WANT TO DANCE WITH YOU BECAUSE I HAVE A BROKEN LEG.
AND THEN YOU CALLED ME A BITCH, TOLD ERIC YOU WERENT DRIVING ME HOME, AND TURNED HALF OF MY FRIENDS AGAINST ME.
right, I deserve this.
Ahhh I had to get this out.
Matt uninviting to his party because of this made me cry... for like an hour. And then I stayed in bed pouting until I decided that I should try cleaning my house because it makes me feel better.
I thought these people were my best friends, and all it takes is Garrett being mad at me to change that. Im not sure if Eric is mad at me... I messaged him asking him. He hasnt really talked to me since it and when Im around him he kinda acts like Im not there.
The only people who I know arent mad are Gary, Maria, Justin and Kyle.
At least I have them.
This is like my longest entry.. ever.
It just shows that being friends with guys is not a way to avoid drama. And I thought that was one of the major benefits.