p.s. jason, im making a mix cd fer you and yer ears to enjoy.

[ringdaddy]

liquid caffeine seems to be streaming thru my blood daily.
i love it. coffee is my life line.
no cream, three sugars.
black as day. black as my hair...mwaha!

my mom and i had our shepperding call tonite, and let me tell you
it came at exactly the right time.
its amazing how prompt and encouraging it all was.
they just assured us that the congregation genuinely cares about us,
and they as brothers will do whatever they need to, to help
us both spiritually.
i mean as much as we may think we are on the right track,
it really takes a visit like that to show you how off track you are.
but in a totally loving way.
i really respect them. they are amazing.
i love jehovah.

on the contrary,
today i got my high school guide book fer next year.
so much to think about so little time.
i have to have all my classes picked and decided on
by the end of winter break(which im hoping to spend with mel and ryan)
i hate it. hatehatehatehateatehhteahate it! Arg!
the pressure of college is on,
and i dont like this little game my teachers
are playing. tackling my poor mind.
"but you have to take biology fer so-and-so semesters
to get into a good college" they say.
"You have to start advanced geometry next year if
you want to do this and this with yer life".
blahblahblah, its all crap!
if theres one thing i know,
its that im taking photography next year and no ones stoppin me!
no one i say!