finally
finally things are starting to look a little up. Had a good meeting with a therapist yesterday, and he's not gross and old and wierd...he's middle aged, from boston. He looks like he walked out of a movie, typical cool therapist role. Then I had a lot of fun with Dana J and James going to Dutch Goose and King Kong and then just cruising around listening to gangsta rap and taking stupid pictures...
Dave called at around midnight as we were just driving and I talked to him. He went to a club where a bunch of the Laguna Beach cast members were, but then left because he wasn't into it. We talked for like two hours just about random stuff again, but we were really getting along...Things are going well I think, finally, though there's the occasional mishap.
I feel like I am pretty similar to the guy Dave's mom is married to. His mother and he are both very alike...They love going out, they're hilarious and kind of crazy. And Michael and I are both kind of in awe of them, unable to change them, but there to support them along the way. They can have their fun, but in the end its us they come home to, whether they like it or not. And that's how it is. I end my nights on the phone with dave....He wonders what I do at night, who I'm with...It's obvious, but he's defensive, so I relax with it...
I love him, what can I do about it...?
Dave called at around midnight as we were just driving and I talked to him. He went to a club where a bunch of the Laguna Beach cast members were, but then left because he wasn't into it. We talked for like two hours just about random stuff again, but we were really getting along...Things are going well I think, finally, though there's the occasional mishap.
I feel like I am pretty similar to the guy Dave's mom is married to. His mother and he are both very alike...They love going out, they're hilarious and kind of crazy. And Michael and I are both kind of in awe of them, unable to change them, but there to support them along the way. They can have their fun, but in the end its us they come home to, whether they like it or not. And that's how it is. I end my nights on the phone with dave....He wonders what I do at night, who I'm with...It's obvious, but he's defensive, so I relax with it...
I love him, what can I do about it...?