The practiced juvenile shames the potato beside the repetitive wallet.
So I was late to work, again! This time it's not really my fault..well ok it totally was but I told my manager that my alarm didn't go off. After I got home I was wide awake from the coffee and couldn't sleep then I got some really bad heartburn and it was hurting my throat too, it hurt so much to swallow and breathing was a little painful. The pain subsided and I took a benadryl to get to sleep. Well my alarm was set at 8:30 but the second I heard it ring I pressed dismiss. I remembre thinking that was a mistake and I need to get up but the next thing I know it's 10:17! I was supposed to be there at 10:00. I got a nice lecture about it, not really a lecture more like "Were you late on this day or this day and what's going on?" I'm really trying though. I have been printing out my schedule hanging on the fridge especiallly since Valentine's Day I was an hour late because I didn't know I was scheduled at 9. Our weeks are confusing to me. We have three schedules posted and each week starts on Saturday instead of Sunday. I will look at the wrong week sometimes just going by the day and not the actual date. Now that I have my schedule printed with just one week I can't possibly make that mistake anymore. I'm really trying! So today basically was working on that damn re-set which was so redundant. It would have been much easier if I had been able to use up more carts but I was trying to clear them for other people. Then I pretty much went home and went to sleep until about 2am.
Tomorrow or Wednesday hopefully I can bring in my coupon for 10 dollars off the bra I got and get that money back. I've been spending money I don't need to. I love my chi but I didn't need to buy all that other stuff along with it but that's a lesson I need to learn I guess. It's 4 am I've been up for 2 hours now but I think I should try and go to sleep to at least not completely fuck off my sleep schedule. I might hang out with Brian tomorrow, should be interesting. Haven't seen him in a long time. I avoided hanging out with him at first because he's friends with Tony but that seems kind of dumb and i'm over that whole thing except that I want to punch him in the face :) I mean I am still hurt and upset (and pissed) over the lying bull shit and all but my confidence isn't hurting anymore about that and i'm feeling better about myself. I don't like to hold grudges but I never got to confront him about it technically so I guess that's why I can't completely let it go. Guys(especially him) is not a reason to be down on myself. I'm a better person than that and it's his loss. Girls usually tell themselves that to feel better about a breakup but this time I believe it.
Tomorrow or Wednesday hopefully I can bring in my coupon for 10 dollars off the bra I got and get that money back. I've been spending money I don't need to. I love my chi but I didn't need to buy all that other stuff along with it but that's a lesson I need to learn I guess. It's 4 am I've been up for 2 hours now but I think I should try and go to sleep to at least not completely fuck off my sleep schedule. I might hang out with Brian tomorrow, should be interesting. Haven't seen him in a long time. I avoided hanging out with him at first because he's friends with Tony but that seems kind of dumb and i'm over that whole thing except that I want to punch him in the face :) I mean I am still hurt and upset (and pissed) over the lying bull shit and all but my confidence isn't hurting anymore about that and i'm feeling better about myself. I don't like to hold grudges but I never got to confront him about it technically so I guess that's why I can't completely let it go. Guys(especially him) is not a reason to be down on myself. I'm a better person than that and it's his loss. Girls usually tell themselves that to feel better about a breakup but this time I believe it.