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why is everything so damn complicated? going out here is so fuckign stressful i never want to do it. i have to get in touch with everyon and noone can make up their minds on what they want to do. i wish i was still in albany because atleast then i didnt have to worry about fucking traveling and cover charges. besides, if i ever wanted to go out there (which i never reall did) i certianly didnt have to talk people into it. this is such a hassle and inconvience for me. why is it that whenever i want to do anything i have to let people know so long in advance and even then they (as dom has so often done) just forget the 'obligation' and dont come. i feel like im wasting my life sitting here waiting for shit to happen.