Tidbits
So, let's see... What do you think happens when all you eat is cereal? I'll let you know. Today I almost did that, plus about a dozen sour cream glazed donut holes. We had a field day with that one on vent. Apparently double xp weekend means double dirty mind duty.
Dharma has been shadowing/stalking me lately. She woke me up this morning with a meow to the face which pretty much scared me out of a dream. After that she decided she just had to cuddle with me. She's really weird sometimes. Leo really likes the cat bed I made, and when he's not sleeping on it he'll sit on my computer tower and stare off into space. I love the kitties.
Something feels wrong again (still). I'm not sure what it is, but I don't think I really want to worry about it. I'm sick of this stressed-depressed, Crohn's flare-up cycle. The drugs and diet the doctor put me on seem to be helping with the current flare, but of course current realities make me stressed-depressed. So while I'll feel good enough to possibly go out, I'll feel mentally sick and will want to be alone.
Some days I feel like I have a lot of potential; most days I feel like I won't live to see the outcome of it.
*Sigh*
So much other stuff. Too many things I need to stop doing, too many things I need to start doing, too much thinking that nothing is worth doing anything about...
Dharma has been shadowing/stalking me lately. She woke me up this morning with a meow to the face which pretty much scared me out of a dream. After that she decided she just had to cuddle with me. She's really weird sometimes. Leo really likes the cat bed I made, and when he's not sleeping on it he'll sit on my computer tower and stare off into space. I love the kitties.
Something feels wrong again (still). I'm not sure what it is, but I don't think I really want to worry about it. I'm sick of this stressed-depressed, Crohn's flare-up cycle. The drugs and diet the doctor put me on seem to be helping with the current flare, but of course current realities make me stressed-depressed. So while I'll feel good enough to possibly go out, I'll feel mentally sick and will want to be alone.
Some days I feel like I have a lot of potential; most days I feel like I won't live to see the outcome of it.
*Sigh*
So much other stuff. Too many things I need to stop doing, too many things I need to start doing, too much thinking that nothing is worth doing anything about...