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Yeah, so last night and this morning I had a bit of a breakdown andddddd I need to vent. CUT FOR WHINING.
Okay, so lots and lots of bad shit happened all at once and I was none too pleased. As some of you know, I live on a farm and I raise animals. Every year, we take them to the county fair to show and to sell. This year I raised a pig to show and then sell at the auction we have at the fair every year. Everything went pretty smoothly until yesterday.
The fair is full of fun and excitement and delicious chicken and icecream for breakfast and being so hot you have to sit in the a/c for fifteen minutes a day so as not to overheat and friends and waterfights and baby girlfriends and the zipper and a lot of inside jokes that no one would ever get unless you were there. HOWEVER it is a lot of hard work. We have to be there to take care of our animals and showing them is a lot of stress. All the things that HAVE to get done by a certain time really take their toll on families. This year, I barely got any sleep while still doing all the work I normally do with three or four more hours of sleep. Plus girlie times. THAT I HATE.
Thennn like I'm going to college in like a week and a half, right? So my parents are like UM YEAH WE'RE GONNA GO ON VACATION AND YOUR BROTHER IS GOING AWAY WITH HIS FRIEND AND YOU CAN STAY HOME AND TAKE CARE OF THE ANIMALS AND WE'LL BE BACK TO SEND YOU OFF TO COLLEGE CYA.
And then my brother went home last night to pack and was NOT THERE TO GET HIS LAMB TO MR. TOMMY WHO WAS TAKING THEM TO THE BUTCHER SO I HAD TO DO IT FOR HIM and there was the STAMP FIASCO OF AUGHT SEVEN and my parents were hounding on me to get everything done while they sat around at home/ in the Exhibition hall, respectively, and I had to pick up my brother's premium check because AGAIN with the not being there AND AND
My father informs me that my pig has to get to the butcher on Monday. When my parents will be on vacation. And my brother at Lake George. And Sarah working. And me working. And I have no idea how to drive with a trailer anyway. SO I WAS FREAKING OUT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO and find Ms. Suzie becuase her kid's pigs went in the same day, so maybe she could take mine BUT I COULDN'T FIND HER and I COULDN'T FIND ANYONE and MY DAD KEPT CALLING TO TELL ME TO DO STUPID SHIT THAT WASN'T IMPORTANT AND
So last night I just BROKE DOWN. I was on the verge of breaking down and then I finally found Sarah and just like lost it. I was cryinggggg all over the rabbit barn and everyone was watching and like WHAT'S WRONG and I was so embarrassed, so that didn't help and like Alicia was there and she was like UHHH CAN'T HELP YOU, I HAVE 3 CRYING KIDS OF MY OWN RIGHT NOWWWWWWW SRY and my dad KEPT CALLING. But I got home okay and was like HEY MA DON'T WAKE ME UP I NEED THE SLEEPS.
So she wakes me up at 6 30. AHFHGHGHGGHGGHHHH. And my dad comes in and is like I NEED YOU TO DRIVE ME TO THE FAIR SO WE CAN TAKE THE OTHER ANIMALS HOME BLAHBLAHBLAH. So I get up and get ready and get in the car and HE STARTS YELLING ABOUT HOW MY MOM IS SOOOO ANNOYING FOR MAKING HIM GO ON VACATION. He needs a vacation more than anyone I know and so I was like SHE'S TRYING TO DO SOMETHING NICE DON'T BE SUCH A JERK and he's like WELL BLAH BLAH I'D RATHER BE AT HOME DOING CHORES AND SHIT BLAH I DON'T WANNA GO. I was like WELL I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER SO STOP COMPLAINING. He's like oh? And I was like "How do you think I feel? I'm leaving for college and you guys take off to go on vacation and I'm stuck at home alone and I AM GOING TO COLLEGE. Why don't you spend time with ME before I leave?"
And instead of being like oh, so that's how you feel [I SHOULD have known better] he's like IT'S NOT LIKE YOU'RE GOING OUT OF STATE. YOU'RE GOING TO BALTIMORE. We've been preparing for you to go to college for like 12 years and IT MAY COME AS A SHOCK TO YOU but IT'S NOT THAT BIG OF A MOVE. And I was sobbing this whole time because again with the stress and the not sleeping and my dad being a HUGE JERK. I am going off into a whole new era in my life and I can never call my house my home again after this. And I don't think they quite realize, but I am NOT coming home every weekend. I'm not going to be there all the time to save my brother's ass from failing school or to do his chores or run errands for my parents. WHATEVER.
So my dad was like YOU CAN'T DRIVE LIKE THIS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING ONTO THE FAIRGROUNDS LIKE THAT so he freaking drove me home, kicked me out of the car and drove off into the sunset and left me here to VENT MY ANGER TO YOU, LJ.
AJKLDJFJAFJFL:JDSKFHFLD:FHKL:JFKDALFJKLFJDSFJF AUGHGHGHGHGHGGH.
PS Kim can keep her status as my BFF, not just my BF and ILU Stormie you are fulla gay/rainbow/sparkles.
Okay, so lots and lots of bad shit happened all at once and I was none too pleased. As some of you know, I live on a farm and I raise animals. Every year, we take them to the county fair to show and to sell. This year I raised a pig to show and then sell at the auction we have at the fair every year. Everything went pretty smoothly until yesterday.
The fair is full of fun and excitement and delicious chicken and icecream for breakfast and being so hot you have to sit in the a/c for fifteen minutes a day so as not to overheat and friends and waterfights and baby girlfriends and the zipper and a lot of inside jokes that no one would ever get unless you were there. HOWEVER it is a lot of hard work. We have to be there to take care of our animals and showing them is a lot of stress. All the things that HAVE to get done by a certain time really take their toll on families. This year, I barely got any sleep while still doing all the work I normally do with three or four more hours of sleep. Plus girlie times. THAT I HATE.
Thennn like I'm going to college in like a week and a half, right? So my parents are like UM YEAH WE'RE GONNA GO ON VACATION AND YOUR BROTHER IS GOING AWAY WITH HIS FRIEND AND YOU CAN STAY HOME AND TAKE CARE OF THE ANIMALS AND WE'LL BE BACK TO SEND YOU OFF TO COLLEGE CYA.
And then my brother went home last night to pack and was NOT THERE TO GET HIS LAMB TO MR. TOMMY WHO WAS TAKING THEM TO THE BUTCHER SO I HAD TO DO IT FOR HIM and there was the STAMP FIASCO OF AUGHT SEVEN and my parents were hounding on me to get everything done while they sat around at home/ in the Exhibition hall, respectively, and I had to pick up my brother's premium check because AGAIN with the not being there AND AND
My father informs me that my pig has to get to the butcher on Monday. When my parents will be on vacation. And my brother at Lake George. And Sarah working. And me working. And I have no idea how to drive with a trailer anyway. SO I WAS FREAKING OUT TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO and find Ms. Suzie becuase her kid's pigs went in the same day, so maybe she could take mine BUT I COULDN'T FIND HER and I COULDN'T FIND ANYONE and MY DAD KEPT CALLING TO TELL ME TO DO STUPID SHIT THAT WASN'T IMPORTANT AND
So last night I just BROKE DOWN. I was on the verge of breaking down and then I finally found Sarah and just like lost it. I was cryinggggg all over the rabbit barn and everyone was watching and like WHAT'S WRONG and I was so embarrassed, so that didn't help and like Alicia was there and she was like UHHH CAN'T HELP YOU, I HAVE 3 CRYING KIDS OF MY OWN RIGHT NOWWWWWWW SRY and my dad KEPT CALLING. But I got home okay and was like HEY MA DON'T WAKE ME UP I NEED THE SLEEPS.
So she wakes me up at 6 30. AHFHGHGHGGHGGHHHH. And my dad comes in and is like I NEED YOU TO DRIVE ME TO THE FAIR SO WE CAN TAKE THE OTHER ANIMALS HOME BLAHBLAHBLAH. So I get up and get ready and get in the car and HE STARTS YELLING ABOUT HOW MY MOM IS SOOOO ANNOYING FOR MAKING HIM GO ON VACATION. He needs a vacation more than anyone I know and so I was like SHE'S TRYING TO DO SOMETHING NICE DON'T BE SUCH A JERK and he's like WELL BLAH BLAH I'D RATHER BE AT HOME DOING CHORES AND SHIT BLAH I DON'T WANNA GO. I was like WELL I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER SO STOP COMPLAINING. He's like oh? And I was like "How do you think I feel? I'm leaving for college and you guys take off to go on vacation and I'm stuck at home alone and I AM GOING TO COLLEGE. Why don't you spend time with ME before I leave?"
And instead of being like oh, so that's how you feel [I SHOULD have known better] he's like IT'S NOT LIKE YOU'RE GOING OUT OF STATE. YOU'RE GOING TO BALTIMORE. We've been preparing for you to go to college for like 12 years and IT MAY COME AS A SHOCK TO YOU but IT'S NOT THAT BIG OF A MOVE. And I was sobbing this whole time because again with the stress and the not sleeping and my dad being a HUGE JERK. I am going off into a whole new era in my life and I can never call my house my home again after this. And I don't think they quite realize, but I am NOT coming home every weekend. I'm not going to be there all the time to save my brother's ass from failing school or to do his chores or run errands for my parents. WHATEVER.
So my dad was like YOU CAN'T DRIVE LIKE THIS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING ONTO THE FAIRGROUNDS LIKE THAT so he freaking drove me home, kicked me out of the car and drove off into the sunset and left me here to VENT MY ANGER TO YOU, LJ.
AJKLDJFJAFJFL:JDSKFHFLD:FHKL:JFKDALFJKLFJDSFJF AUGHGHGHGHGHGGH.
PS Kim can keep her status as my BFF, not just my BF and ILU Stormie you are fulla gay/rainbow/sparkles.