music: "Pretty People Never Lie, Vampires Never Really Die" by I am Ghost
i'm don't say its my fault. i can't help who i love.
so you stipped me & left me bare.
i killed it. look what your smothering body had done; your merciless crime - you jackass. i'll never forgive you.
because i'm the little girl all black & blue.
thanks for the momentary pleasure & the momentary pain.
now got to find another way to lose myself again.
for once =.=
thank you david ^_^ somehow you know what i do when i'm sad 0.0 ahahahaha but that hobo part was not necessary.
things to do; life is all busy and bubbly ><
- finsih annotations for eugenie by 11/ something xD
- study for math
- finish imagery essay
- study for euro
- call irene & tell her i'm sorry...
R.I.P: don't leave me behind.
desperation makes me belive all of your petty lies.
& your turned back makes me realize, that all i need
is just that little lie. <3
it's not the easy, loving life that you seem to see
the plastic smiles and deceptive eyes that makes you believe
open the sewn package - its not at all tight
it's all a mess of fragements and pieces inside
so once your done with your little game
i know perfectly well that you'll leave
i'll always be the substitute, glass filled tears
& jumbled voices; confusion aches, but somehow
i'll still know the reasons behind this illness.
since, in your eyes you'll never see, just how much
you mean to me.
without knowing anything, you'll completely use me
& break me in two, never knowing that i loved you.
you can say that you hate me
you can make me believe
all your ill intentions
the heartbreaks you'll leave
you can choke me and hit me
say you want to kill me, but
never, please never say that
you'll leave me.
x + D = xD
^ + ^ = ^^
U + ME = <3
miharu + yoite ^__^ i was in a 4 hour (lol specific) shock when i found out that YOITE HAS NO GENDER 0.0! ??? maybe that's why there just a little...
YOITE = MICHELLE'S HUSBAND XD so miharu can't have him. ahahahah. i must snap out of my fantasy. - do hw, yes that always makes me realize that reality is reality =.= oh well.
BYEBYE.