hey ppl
So it seems like its been a while.. but not in my life. Busy is to say the least.. Boring.. kinda.. but Living out here still seems like the right thing for me. so we had a house party. It was ok.. jessica and i decided to leave. We wentto see the longest yard instead. and man was that a good movie. lol. FUnny as heck. Lots has been going on.. including work. Work work work. But now that my couzin matthew is out of school.. my hours got cut. and i dont kno i working for them is for me.. Cuz my cousin can be really rude sometimes.. and hard to work for..What makes me really mad is that the last couple weeks i worked my butt off for him.. over 50 hours in one week.. But of course now... now as soon as his son gets out of school..(cuz he doesnt really have to pay him) he gives him all of the hours.. i went from 50+hrs.. to barly 30hrs. CRAPPY!!!! so ive gotten to know a couple of my roomates alot more.. Tara and Tara.. lol.. they are really sweet.. Tara Hillis is from alaska originally and is going to school to become a nutrtionist.. and tara reed, is a personal trainer at 24 hr.. They are so sweet. Its just like having my sisters around. Tara H. is like anntonette.. and we and her get along really well so far.. we went for a walk this morning, and then Tara R. is kinda like alyssa.. Ya.. they are awesome. Jessica was working alot.. but she has had a couple days off this week. SO i have been able to kick it with her a little more. I miss home. I miss my family. I wish i could see them. My didters are planing on coming out here soon.. but who knows.. niether of them will actually buy tickets. I havent talked to many of my freinds from home latley. I miss them too. esspeically tracy and emily. Angela got married, im happy for her.. ive tried calling her alot.. but i can never get through. I hope she got my messages.. She didnt the last couple times ive tried.. we'll see. i went to the pet store yesterday for the fun of it. and i saw a baby pug.. i was soo sad.. i even started to cry a little bit.. i just miss everyone at home.. im such a big baby.. but im sure ill be fine.. O well i guesss im gonan go.. i dont kno what im gona do today.. i got work at 3 till 8.. i want to go to the beach sooo freaking bad.. but jess wont go with me so im not gonna go by myself.. feel free to comment.. or call me.. i miss everyone.. and i hope all is well.. ttyl i guess:/ peace