May 04, 2013 21:38
words feel like my enemy lately.....i spend too much time sifting through words i don't want to put up with, being ground down by the monotony of trying to find some small, meaningless advancement to my condition to bring myself to move into enjoying the slowly growing pile of books i've acquired or type yet more words here.
too many words about awful news, employment escaping me, my plans crumbling over and over again.....i'm gong to leave off here. i'm tired of typing for now.
i want to draw but noone would see it.