Love and Joy, Need and Hurt [YamaChii]
Title: Love and Joy, Need and Hurt
Author: hasn't changed XD
Pairing: YAMACHII<3
Genre: romance, fluff
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own ~ YAMACHII OWNS EACH OTHER <3
A/N: This fic is for my lovely friend ichigohaatsu It's short but i hope you like it~
I've always thought love is happy thing, but know i know love is also cruel and unfair.
Loving someone should be joy, but it hurts too. Still i can't let my feelings fade away or act like i don't have them.
My heart aches whenever i see you flirting and grinning with someone, but i'll not show how i really feel.
I could never tell you how i feel. Or that's what i've thought.
You have always cared of me and we've been friends for so long, that's one reason i couldn't confess you.
I could never ruin our friendship.
If i couldn't even be with you, see you smile, see you cry, see you.
Sometimes, when i can't hold back my feelings i begin to act all cute and flirty, using my cuteness to get close to you.
You always laugh and somehow gently push me away, you do it so naturally i never even notice it.
I just wanted to let you know.
I love you.
As I read the letter, which i had found from my bag, my eyes widened. Could it be Chii? We've always been friends and he's the only one who gets all cute and flirty around me. That's why he always leaves with hurtful expression when Yuto or someone hugs me.
But why did he left a letter to me? Ominous shivers went down my spine, he haven't left, haven't he? I quickly ran out of my house and stepped out to cold and fresh autumn air. Damn you Chii if you've left...
I fastened my speed and run towards Chinen's house. I saw children playing in the playpark, i like children but now i couldn't care less. Oh Chii, please, be home. I arrived to his house and rang the doorbell.
I heard steps coming closer and Mrs.Chinen opened the door and smiled to me. "Oh Yamada-kun, what a suprise! Come in, come in Yuuri is in his room~" she said cheerfully and stepped away from the doorway and let me in.
I sighed in relief.
I bowed slightly and run to upstairs, i knew Chii's house like my own pockets. I knocked to his door, no answer. I knocked again, "Go away!" i heard him to beg and i opened the door.
He was curled up to a ball in his bed under covers. I walked closer to his bed and sat next to the lump, embracing it gently. I felt him tensing up as my arms wrapped around him. His head popped out of the lump and his eyes widened as he saw me.
I smiled to him, "Hi.." i said and moved strands of his hair behind his ear. He winced, "Y-ya-yama-ch-chan?!" he asked and i kept smiling, i lift him away from the covers. I embraced him properly and he struggled a while, but when my gap didn't fade he stopped and wrapped his arms around me.
"I found your letter..." i began and he tensed up, "It was noth-" he was about to say but i interrupted him, "I thought you had left.." i continued and he fall silent.
"Do you know, why i always pushed you away?" i asked and he shook his head, i looked into his eyes. "I was afraid i couldn't hold back.. Secretly i've loved you since the first day we met, and i still do. I was afraid... I was afraid of hurting you, thought now i know you have already suffered cause of me, and you have no idea how sorry i am. Also i didn't know do you love me, i even didn't know did you like boys. The main reason.. why i didn't confess to you was that i didn't want to ruin our friendship... We're kinda same ne~" i explained and leaned my forehead to his shoulder.
Chii's face was scarlet, and he bit his bottom lip, "So... You love me too?" he asked. Damn he's so cute like that. I grinned and kissed him fully on the lips. He winced but answered soon after it. Oh how i've wanted this. I lifted him to my lap, never breaking the kiss until we both needed to breath.
He smiled, "I love you~"
----THE END----
NYAHH~~~It's so good to write fics again~~ =^O^=
I'm sorry for this to be this short >_<
This is drabble is for my lovely friend ichigohaatsu
Like always comments are ♥ ~~~
*hugs*