Mar 20, 2005 13:52
damn it, i feel like crap, ive been sick all weekend, and i hadc to leave slacks early last night bc i couldnt breathe.. uggh.
anyways.
friday, i was really excited to stay home alone for the weekend bc i thought it would be intensely sweet, having noone to watch you and stuff is supposed to be fun right? yaa.. no.
well, friday night i went to slackandras house, and we hung out with me pat clint slack and jenny (slacks cousin), it was fun tho we jsut sat around, and tried to watch fight night, ahha noone really likes it but the boys, me and pat and clint loved it. we also loved the toasted p,b, and j's, they where amazing ;), then i went home to my g-mas for the night.. bc my parents dont think im responsible enough to stay home alone >:O
they can go.. idk. leave.
lol
then on saturday, i woke up, went to breakfast with my g-ma, then came home bc i thought we where going to hang out like all day, but that didnt happen, i sat atround the house alone tilll about 6, called slack about 3 times and watched some basketball. but at like 6:30 i went to go pick up slack, and we went to pats work and chilled out with him for like a half hour, then went and got a lifetime supply of chocolate milk from 7-11, and went back to pats work, gave him a suprise chocolate milk. :-* (bc we <3 him soo much) then we went back to slacks house and sat around there, and watched the ring... 1!
ben came too, hes a rookie also, jsut like jenny.
bens mom came in a fury to pick him up, he didnt tell her where he was going :-X, haha, and me and clint sat around at slacks till aboiut 11:10.. ish, and i didnt feel good, so i left early.
went back to my grandmas and sat around, and took some more medicine, but i dont think it helped. but im kinda feeling better. ill have to see about tomorrow at school tho, i dont think i should go :-\
right now i feel like i can only come up with a few good friends, i can only name like 5? all my friends seem like theyn are going through a stage?
identity vs. identity confusion ;)
it bugs me, but i mean, its something that everyone goes through, i hope everything gets back to normal..
i love ALL my friends, and im here for ANY and ALL of you. even when u think im not. i dont know why you would think that im not..
you all mean the world to me.
libby got me to thinking, its not just you that all this stuff is happening to, i think that if you where to ask a few people how they feel about losing friends and losing the things that u used to love, we all can relate, we all can help you and im not going to be an easy friend to lose.
<333333
even you ;)
<3
comment, make me feel better?