bland
So lately I've been thinking about things. Mostly about the future. The future happens all the time for us. Just like right now. And now. And now. Okay I'm losing it again. What am I driving at? The future freaks me out. They say high school's the scariest. How about college? Not only is it a new world, but it's a world with NONE of your previous friends in it. NO ONE will be there to help me through it. Well, besides my family, that is. But you know.. someone to walk with. Someone to share notes with. Someone who'll get the inside jokes of this professor. None of that.. anymore.
Maybe I'm exaggerating. Of course I'm going to make friends in college. And I'll have someone to walk with. And those notes to share. And have those inside jokes.
But it's just not the same. Yes, I know we usually say that we'll be friends forever and blah blah. But you know that you can never say those things when you're still in the situation. It just seems to lengthy to say the truth.
And maybe right now I know that I can't ask for high school friends to stay forever, just like I used to. Now, all I want is for me to forget in college. Forget about the good times. Forget about the walks, the notes, the inside jokes. Because then I won't miss them. And if I won't miss them, it won't hurt as much.
Maybe I'm exaggerating. Of course I'm going to make friends in college. And I'll have someone to walk with. And those notes to share. And have those inside jokes.
But it's just not the same. Yes, I know we usually say that we'll be friends forever and blah blah. But you know that you can never say those things when you're still in the situation. It just seems to lengthy to say the truth.
And maybe right now I know that I can't ask for high school friends to stay forever, just like I used to. Now, all I want is for me to forget in college. Forget about the good times. Forget about the walks, the notes, the inside jokes. Because then I won't miss them. And if I won't miss them, it won't hurt as much.