a cold morning

[rimandvash]

Well, I went trick or treating yesterday and I got a whole lot of candy. I should be happy, but for some strange reason I feel sick, and not so spirited. It feels like something inside me made sure I didn't have fun, I haven't even touched my candy yet. I went with my little brother, I was the playboy bunny, and he was something scary, I couldn't tell what he was but it was scary. in other news, I'm turning 18 in 22 days not counting today. and for my birthday I want to sneak out of my house and go somewhere, I'll prolly drive to ohio and back just to feel like I'm not being tied down.
God I feel so empty, I only pray its because I havn't eaten candy yet.
~ rim