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i feel better :-) i hope it wont go awayy when the medicine wears off cause i didnt like that headache at all. or the congestion. or the sick tummy, but im wondering if it's from the tea b/c i know my mother's allergic to honey and she would tell me to be careful with the amount I took in when having tea.
in other news, my father called me this morning and asked if i wanted him to still visit and so he's coming maybe tonight or tomorrow, which could be a lot for me to deal with if my mother and sister are coming sunday so i'll have littl time to do work but it's worth seeing them i guess. idont think he knows my mother is coming sunday but i know my mother wouldnt appreciatge the awkwardness associated with them all coming sunday so i told him there was some improv tonight and a football game tomorrow that i thought he'd be more interested in seeing than mommy. i dont wanna feel like im lying to him byt not telling him theyre coming to visit but its better for all of us if there's no pressure for them all to come at once. i feel so caught i the middle somtimes. anyway, i told him i was sick and he asked if my mother knew and what did she say and i didnt see why that mattered but whatever i said yeah she knew and told me to go to the health center and that they gave me pills. he doesnt call me very often, if ever, but i guess that's just not his style with me, so he's much less informed about things than my mother who calls me at least once a day, if not twice. so yeah he didnt know till i told him today that i'd had a fever two weeks ago too and he got kinda shocked and told me to be careful touching doorknobs and such and couldnt understand why i keep getting sick. so yeah then he told me to call him later to tell him how i was doing, which was nice and parental. it wasnt a bad conversation.
in other news, my father called me this morning and asked if i wanted him to still visit and so he's coming maybe tonight or tomorrow, which could be a lot for me to deal with if my mother and sister are coming sunday so i'll have littl time to do work but it's worth seeing them i guess. idont think he knows my mother is coming sunday but i know my mother wouldnt appreciatge the awkwardness associated with them all coming sunday so i told him there was some improv tonight and a football game tomorrow that i thought he'd be more interested in seeing than mommy. i dont wanna feel like im lying to him byt not telling him theyre coming to visit but its better for all of us if there's no pressure for them all to come at once. i feel so caught i the middle somtimes. anyway, i told him i was sick and he asked if my mother knew and what did she say and i didnt see why that mattered but whatever i said yeah she knew and told me to go to the health center and that they gave me pills. he doesnt call me very often, if ever, but i guess that's just not his style with me, so he's much less informed about things than my mother who calls me at least once a day, if not twice. so yeah he didnt know till i told him today that i'd had a fever two weeks ago too and he got kinda shocked and told me to be careful touching doorknobs and such and couldnt understand why i keep getting sick. so yeah then he told me to call him later to tell him how i was doing, which was nice and parental. it wasnt a bad conversation.