Mar 29, 2010 00:41
You know, i can't help but feel petty and spiteful.
I wish i could erase all my mistakes by saying i'll do better next time.
I live in a world where i try my best to not hurt other people. I am aware that everyone lives within the scope of their own experience, and that no matter how "bad" your worst day ever is, it is still /your/ worst day ever. It's a fairly simple concept though a difficult realization, because it's human nature to take other people's pain and hold it up to our own, we learn through comparison.
It just seems that i cannot get behind the notion that constant promises of improvement are of the same intrinsic value as consistency in displaying consideration for others.
How did i get in to this mess? I feel as if i am being measured in the inches i grow, instead of my initial height.