Where Did You See Me Go?
I think i might love him. The danger in that isn't unknown to me, i promise.
He does small things, and he probably doesn't know that it makes me think he's wonderful, but he should. The small concessions people make to one another as they become more comfortable with one another.
He's almost all of the things i admire in people.
Strangely, he's also a lot like me.
Cause he's smart in that sort of general knowledge way. He's funny in a way that's almost entirely without self-deprecation, slapstick or cruelty. He's attractive in a way that's comfortable, and he's just... wonderful. In mannerisms, in actions, in every way i find important.
I like how he interacts with me. He makes me work for it, makes me push past my little isms and strangenesses, but doesn't get mad if i fall short or run away. He knows how i'm stubborn about the wrong things, so he circumvents them by acting... differently than expected. He gives me the things I want and can't ask for because i'm afraid.
And god damn it, i hate it, but i think i'm good for him too. I'm open and experimental, i like to talk and listen to other people's stories, i like to learn about new stuff and have people show me new things. I don't expect people to know what i'm thinking. I don't always need to be doing things to be happy, and i enjoy just being /with him/.
And if all this is true, then why don't we just... be together. I don't need to call him my boyfriend, i don't need to think about the future, i just need to know that he thinks the same things i do.
Cause i adore him.
And i want him to adore me too.
He does small things, and he probably doesn't know that it makes me think he's wonderful, but he should. The small concessions people make to one another as they become more comfortable with one another.
He's almost all of the things i admire in people.
Strangely, he's also a lot like me.
Cause he's smart in that sort of general knowledge way. He's funny in a way that's almost entirely without self-deprecation, slapstick or cruelty. He's attractive in a way that's comfortable, and he's just... wonderful. In mannerisms, in actions, in every way i find important.
I like how he interacts with me. He makes me work for it, makes me push past my little isms and strangenesses, but doesn't get mad if i fall short or run away. He knows how i'm stubborn about the wrong things, so he circumvents them by acting... differently than expected. He gives me the things I want and can't ask for because i'm afraid.
And god damn it, i hate it, but i think i'm good for him too. I'm open and experimental, i like to talk and listen to other people's stories, i like to learn about new stuff and have people show me new things. I don't expect people to know what i'm thinking. I don't always need to be doing things to be happy, and i enjoy just being /with him/.
And if all this is true, then why don't we just... be together. I don't need to call him my boyfriend, i don't need to think about the future, i just need to know that he thinks the same things i do.
Cause i adore him.
And i want him to adore me too.