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Ok, so yesterday I was supposed to go to the movie theater with Angel but something (that of course I can't tell) happened and he had to "fix" that lil problem. The thing is that I started to ask myself, Does he really care about me? or Does he really wants to have a serious relationship with me? That's when it kicked in... I can conform with what I have right now. It is not like I wanna get married, but I want somebody who can actually appreciate me, love me and makes me feel good. I need somebody who won't manipulate words or lie. I need someone genuine, someone real. So with my heart full of pain I told him that I couldn't date him anymore because of all that stuff. Of course me being impulsive, I choose the wrong time and I know, so when he called me back he told me so. He said if that was my decision then there was nothing he could do about it. I said that because I didn't wanted to let him go I had to. I own it to myself to find someone better than what I had a couple of months ago (if you know what I mean) so he couldn't talk about it last night and he was supposed to call me today. Well I never expected him to actually call, but he did. He got a problem with his car, but he actually wanted to talk about last night later whenever he got off from work. My friend Sheila told me she got me a surprise for me at this bar later tonight but that Angel needed to be there. I told him so and he said that definitely he would come as long as I pick him up because his car is at the shop right now.... I don't know what to expect... I mean does that shows that he cares about me and that he wants to fix this up, or just that he is insane and would love to torture me? I really don't know, I need advice.. let me know what you think...