Hope
OK, I fell today way much better. He admited that all the shit he said before were lies because he was upset, he don't want me to leave the state but he is not willing to work for the relationship.. I think I understand him. He is young and not ready to live with someone. I am leaving that is a fact but a least I wanna spend whatever time I have left here with him. Yesterday we went to see IRA play and it was awesome.... If he trully love me I know his love for me won't die and maybe one day he will be ready and we can be together again. One can only hope.....