The one with the blind date
Well not much to really update to be honest... I met that guy Sat night and yeah he was nice and all, but just looks wise, I didn't think he was attractive, and I can't date somebody who I don't find physically attractive. Anyways, a big group of us are going into town tonight, and he's going to be there, so I hope things don't get awkward, when I turn him down. I'm nervous about tonight because A) I've stopped smoking again, and this time I want to be really successful. Tonight will be my first night out EVER without smoking, so I'm nervous whether I can cope or not. B) The Paxil that I'm taking makes me feel sick so I'm scared about drinking. Oh well, I'll be ok.