Fuck the world...I cant do anything right
OK so do you ever feel like the world is coming down on you? yeah thats me right now. In the past week ive been used, ive cried at least once a day, ive laughed on other peoples expenses causing bad carma to corrupt the air (pull it out em), ive contemplated quitting all together, i realized (except for a small handful) i hate the people around me, i constantly surround myself with idiots to make me feel better about me, i dont have a life, hallmark holidays can and will get to you, i need a truck (or atleast some good tires), i have let myself go and im only 17, im getting sick (really sick...which almost never happens), Alex has a girlfriend, my ex-boyfriend was hitting on me (all the way from LV), I am really going no where with my life, my friends...or who i thought were my friends...dont trust what i have to say and think that im doing someone elses dirty work, i love Laura McCoy...but not as much as i love Emily Cavanaugh, my only escape will kill me, after this summer i might not have a horse, I cant motivate myself to clean my room (which really needs to be cleaned), some people...who shall remain nameless...are selfish brats that get everything they want, i work for everything i have and get treated like shit in return, im going to die alone, im a hopeless romantic, i dont care about school, i wasnt respected or given a chance until i was met...then things turned around, ive become short and bitter, and my time is spent thinking about things that will never happen. Give it up Sarah, give it up.
This is me, fuck you, bitches.
This is me, fuck you, bitches.