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[rileys_plan]

Ok so im lonely and possesive...does that make me a bad person? Sure it does but you know what else makes you a bad person? I cant tell you because Emily wont let me! Bitch. Anyway back to how completely lonely and possesive I am. Is it bad for me to get upset that my ex boyfriend who i still love is going out with some friends and of those friends a new girl to the group that i really dont like? I mean do i not like her just because she likes him? Or do i still want him for my own? I know i want him to be happy, but i dont want him to be happy with her. i know that we are no longer but we have a special friendship where weve experienced each other and know eachother inside out. Weve still managed to stay friends and thats great because we love talking to eachother and we care about eachother the way good friends do. I can talk to him about anything that, no offence emily, i couldnt talk to my closest friends about. He knows my life, he knows my family, he knows everything about me...i shouls just be happy for him right? I mean i moved on and he was supportive and we all know how that bullshit ended. So im going to fake it right? Just be happy? Sounds like a plan. Well here a go...slap a smile on my face and a supportive attitude in my mind. Time to supress those evil thoughts. And one more thing...young teenages girls are a bitch to deal with...more later when the time is right. Patience is a vitue right emily. Fuck this patience shit, but i must respect my mentor so im out. Byes

Lonely, patient(for now), and over protective.

P.S. Be nice to Millenium...he has no friends and needs attention...spoil the poor boy!