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I feel I am landing myself into a deep dark depression. Exams are coming and well........*sighs* I am not doing so well in some classes and the studying aspect has really taken a dive for the worst. I have been putting my nose to the grindstone. I have really. My mom thinks it is too much time on the computer but I haven't really been on cause my sister hogs it with downloading songs and I get tired of waiting. Hopefully she'll be heading off to college and I won't have to deal with her anymore. OH THAT IS SO MEAN!!
I know it is but she has been on my last nerve lately and I am not going to be silent about it anymore. I complained to night of her hogging and finally got my own way -----fer a change. Shocked me --------------> It really did!!!
She is still brooding about it but the hell with her. I know that my mom will try to come up with some dumb chart and make us follow it. That will never work. She has tried that with chores and I am the one who ends up doing all those so if she makes a lame ass chart, I will be the one to loose.
I so wish my sister would find a new boyfriend. I so wish I had a boyfriend. Not to say that I am not crushin' I am.
So I have to cut mall time out and hanging with my cousin. She is having the same learnin' problem as I. I told her we could be dunces together and go through life a couple of dumb asses. It really doesn't matter because we are sooooooooo cuuuuute. LOL!!!
Like I said I am crushin' on someone but it's a secret. I will give this much out that he is sooooooo cuuuuuuute and it really sucks cause he all ready is seeing someone but I have been hoping real hard they will break up.
OH THAT IS SO MEAN!! Yes it is but . .. what the hey this girl he is seeing is such a bitch. Snotty and stuck up. Can't stand that.
So I guess I have started the new year off with a bang eh?
Oh well.....I will bring my grades up. I will. Pinky swear. LOL :P