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excuse my hormonal mood swing the other day, i hate that you saw me at my low point....i cant be low while youre flying high. thats just not fair.
but a lot isnt fair. like youre lack of honesty......if you saw the whole picture while i was blind, why couldnt you paint it for me? whyd did you just walk away til my vision cleared up? well im sure youre happy to know that i can see now, i see the whole flihty gourgeous picture.
it scares me and excites me at the same time.
i just wish you could have been honest
more mature
where you proctecting my feelings or just hiding yours?
it doesnt matter i know
i wish i could ask why, when, how.....is she better?
but no i wont cause why not? recently. it was easy im sure....new beging butterflies. i miss those
and then theres no better, just different.......im me, the best me i can be and i know that no one else will be....its just maybe my me isnt for you. that doesnt make anything wrong with me. because theres nothing wrong with me...
the wrong here is with us........you and me together, not you nor me.
the anger will subside, the happy memories prolly fade and i will move on
move on with a few lessons, a stronger personality, and better eye vision but i wont become cynical, oh no you didnt damage me at all. i will still continue to have my insercurities, i will still strive to become more successful in my career, i will still be open minded about meeting new people. i will not curl up and die like i did this time last year.
i was a cadged bird.....but you set me free. thank you.
but a lot isnt fair. like youre lack of honesty......if you saw the whole picture while i was blind, why couldnt you paint it for me? whyd did you just walk away til my vision cleared up? well im sure youre happy to know that i can see now, i see the whole flihty gourgeous picture.
it scares me and excites me at the same time.
i just wish you could have been honest
more mature
where you proctecting my feelings or just hiding yours?
it doesnt matter i know
i wish i could ask why, when, how.....is she better?
but no i wont cause why not? recently. it was easy im sure....new beging butterflies. i miss those
and then theres no better, just different.......im me, the best me i can be and i know that no one else will be....its just maybe my me isnt for you. that doesnt make anything wrong with me. because theres nothing wrong with me...
the wrong here is with us........you and me together, not you nor me.
the anger will subside, the happy memories prolly fade and i will move on
move on with a few lessons, a stronger personality, and better eye vision but i wont become cynical, oh no you didnt damage me at all. i will still continue to have my insercurities, i will still strive to become more successful in my career, i will still be open minded about meeting new people. i will not curl up and die like i did this time last year.
i was a cadged bird.....but you set me free. thank you.