(no subject)
it dawned on me this morning that ive found myself buried alive in an abusive relationship. i guess all the dirt piled on quicker then i was able to let go of the image of "the perfect couple" in my head. ive found myself making excuses for why you cant be the way you use to with me. then i wonder if thats selling my own happiness short for the sake of us. i woke up this morning scared that i forced myself to love a stranger becuase in my head i want to believe so bad you are the same person i fell in love with, but you arent.
i dont know you really
i dont know you really