Title: Desires are meant to be fulfilled
Author:
riku6254 Pairing: yamachii
Genre: PG-18-NC17
Summary: chinen recently just lost his parents. he doesn't know how his and his sister's life is going to continue. he thought it's gonna be the same. he THOUGHT. but.. what surprised him is who he met. how he's gonna change his life and he will know how... he's actually stupid.*as always... i suck at summaries~ just read it~ XD*
Yamada Ryosuke's POV
"Yuri~ you belong to me, but that doesn't mean i belong to you."
"un. that's right.. this is what it's all about. yuri is just my sex slave. right.." i mumbled as i was resting in the tub, trying to calm down and think straight from what happened today. i know that yuri doesn't have control over me... i own him. he's completely mine. without me, he'll be living in the streets. yeah.. he needs me. he loves me...
i sighed again for the nth time, splashing some water. but... if he loves me... why did he do that? he cheated on me.. he betrayed me! sou! that traitor. not only is he letting other people shove things inside his hole, he's also shoving things inside other people huh!? fuck him. ...
suddenly i heard a knock from the door,
"yamada bocchama, your dinner is ready. i have also prepared your clothes for tonight. also, chinen sama is already in the dining room waiting for you."
"aaaaaahhhh!!!! URUSE!!!!" glaring, i stood up from the tub and grabbed a towel before bursting the door open, hitting the maid. annoying. they're all annoying!!
"leave!"
i watched her bow and go out from my shared room with yuri then locked the door before i started wiping myself. people nowadays are just ... they're all liars. i saw the clothes the maid just now prepared for me, it was a while long sleeved shirt that recently became my favorite not just because it was light but also it was airy, but at the same time, it was warm. and matching the shirt was a grey sweatpants.
after wearing them. i looked at myself in the mirror and saw how ugly i looked. this isn't me! i look so.. miserable? .. m-my eyes are red? i dont know why they are red! i patted my cheeks and tried to smile but, tears fell to my cheeks. fuck. what is wrong with me? did i damage my eyes or something? i wiped my tears for the nth time just tonight then went out, going to the dining room where yuri was, forgetting about how i looked like.
"ah, ry-ryosuke.. the dinner is ready"
he dares talk to me? after what he has done?.
i sent him a glare then took my sit loudly making him flinch as he was fiddling with his fingers, looking at the floor. seriously, he should look at me when he's talking! i looked at the table and within the food, i saw a serving of dumplings that looked like shit. some of them were burned , some were half cooked. but what made it worse was, it was a mess! they can't even wrap it right! what kind of maid doesn't know how to cook such a simple dish?!
"who made this piece of shit?" i eyed the maids who were standing around the table. they all looked stressed and worried; ofcourse they are, one of them.. or probably all of them are going to get fired.
"a-anou.. ryosuke... i'm the one who made it... "
yuri said as i stared at him. so he cooked it? but before that, look at me will you?! i grabbed his chin and forced him to look at me even though he was struggling at first... then, i saw it. i saw the same expression on my face on his. he looked as miserable as i was, his eyes were all red but, unlike me, tears were still uncontrollably streaming down his cute face.
i sighed the looked at the maids, motioning them to leave us alone, yuri just kept sobbing and wiping his tears but he tried to smile. so as soon as the maids were gone, i carried him up then sat him on my laps. he looked surprised at first but then he smiled. obviously, a forced one. i rubbed his cheeks, wiping his tears, then kissed his forehead. shit, what am i doing?
"why?"
i asked. caressing his back
"i.. i wanted to make ryosuke something... you.. ryosuke owns me but i.. i did something bad..."
i saw sadness in his eyes while he was saying that. he was right that i own him but... why don't i feel satisfied? what do i want? i caressed his head then nod. thankfully, he finally smiled sincerely. yes, i wanted that smile.. that smile that brightens my day and night. i felt better. i smiled back at him then pecked his lips, telling him it was ok now.
we finished dinner with a light mood. we were exchanging jokes and laughed. we even made fun of yuri's dumplings~ they looked bad but.. somehow, they were delicious. after dinner, we went straight to our bedroom, tired of everything, then snuggled on each other's warmth.
"ne, ryosuke... will you get tired of me?"
yuri asked as he was comfortable kissing my neck as i was caressing his waist. that question made me blink for a while but, it was obvious right? the answer was simple.
"never. you are mine forever yuri~ remember that."
i cupped his cheeks then kissed him passionately, roaming my hands around him. i can't believe i'm not having him on his knees , sucking my balls right now. usually, we would have a round each night. but.. right now, i just want to hug him. hug him as tight as i could. he's mine. only mine.
"ryosuke... please... let me make love to you"
"eh?"
i bolted my eyes open as i heard that. what? chinen making love to me? but i wasn't given much time to answer, nor even to think. he straddled on top of me, sitting on my crotch. he stared at me for a while before kissing me again on the lips, kissing me gently but deep. i felt him shivering in the kiss though, as if he was scared of doing this. but he was determined. i held his waist and kissed him back, opening my mouth so his tongue can roam around freely inside me, sucking me, caressing each and every part of me, playing around with me. i gasped a bit when he suddenly moved his waist, grinding his self to me, making me moan. it was different than before. he was hell scared but with his actions, i'm sure he really wants this. but what surprised me the most was, i'm ok with it. i'm ok with this gentleness...
after having enough of my lips, he went down and begin giving butterfly kisses on my neck. the same as how i would always give him. i moaned ofcourse, this was the most pleasurable feeling. as i've thought, yuri is the most compatible with me in bed. he can make me moan with him just caressing me. he left marks, i think, on my neck before licking his lips while staring at me, he was satisfied with his work i guess? i wanted more. i wanted so much more so i sat up and removed my shirt, i wanted to remove my pants too but, before i can even pull down my pants, he stopped me with a smile.
he caressed my chest and licked it from my collar, down to until my pants, leaving his saliva all around me, which i found hot. i gripped on his shirt when he suddenly played with my nipples, kissing them.. sucking and biting.. his lips are so hot. those luscious soft pink lips. i want to rape it. i want to kiss it until it's all violet from being numb. but i stopped myself and let him do whatever he wants. i tugged his shirt and panted slowly. i want to pleasure him too.. i want to hear his moans.
he grinned a bit. probably making fun of my desire for him. then he held the collar of his shirt and teared it. he teared a bit until i can see his chest .. and those pink, erected and suckable nipples. he stopped midway and caressed his body, sliding his hands inside his shirt from below. he moaned whenever his fingers would pinch those nipples. fuck it. i held his wrists up and licked those naughty pulps. i sucked it hard like a hungry baby. i kept licking it, teasing him as he had his head arched, moaning loud, filling our room with his moans. i shivered a bit when i felt my precum licking. shit. i was so turned on with just his erotic voice. i held his waist tight and rubbed his butt on my hard rod who was begging to be inside his hole. it actually hurts because of our pants but with the pain, there was also pleasure, i kissed him lustfully on the lips, trying to hush him but it was no use, he kept moaning in the kiss which turned me on even more than a man should.
"nghh~ ry-ryosuke-- aahh!~ no~"
i stopped ofcourse, rubbing him more to me would only make it worse so i stopped and pecked his lips. both of us were panting hard, just staring into each others' eyes. but it wasn't over yet, both of us were still so fuckingly turned on. so, gently he pulled down my pants as i did to him then after i was fully naked, he caress my dick. i shivered while moaning. fuck, what is wrong with me?! i stopped him and hugged him tight, biting his neck gently, i could feel our heart beating, but mine was faster and louder. it was obvious that i could cum with one more touch. i guess he noticed it too because he suddenly pushed me gently then knelt while holding on my shoulders, positioning himself .
"n-no, i want together..."
i held his hood and started pumping it. this beautiful creation that i could never get enough of, i kept pumping it while moaning myself, i think i was torturing myself. who was i kidding? i was turned on for the nth time by touching him. i stared at him moaning my name again and again and as his knees got weak, he fell at the right spot, my dick went in right away deep to his core which made both of us crying in pleasure. tears were in both of our eyes, it was because of pleasure this time. i tried standing him up because i didnt want to cum without him, but slid down again in an instant. "ughh" i came. i came hard inside him. feeling his cum leaking down, i panted. this is the first time i came so fast. but thankfully, i could still go on, i was still as hard as before.
yuri kissed me gently while smiling then got up and went on all fours , his elbows and knees supporting himself on the floor with his perfect butt facing toward me. god~ it was such a sexy sight. he elevated his hips more as he suddenly moaned. probably feeling my cum streaming inside him more.
"ry-ryosuke.. onegai"
i obediently complied and held his half torn shirt as i gently slid my cock inside him. both of us moaned again and stopped moving , just panting. feeling each others' warmth. then he moved his waist while begging for more. so i did, i slapped his butt cheeks and started moving slowly but deep. moans filled the room again. yuri arched his back from the pleasure and i couldn't help but bend down, hugging his waist as i fasten my speed and made love to him, not long after, both of us came hard, me inside of him yet again and him on the floor. i sat on the bed, pulling him to my laps , still having me inside of him.
"i love you ryosuke"
"i love you too yuri"
yuri looked at me with astonishment. i didnt know why he was though. so i caressed his cheeks and hummed him what's wrong.
"ry-ryosuke, did you just.. told me you love me?"
"eh?!"
i looked at him in disbelief and covered my mouth. d-did i? no i didn't!.. shit.. i did!! why did i say that!? . i was lost in my thoughts when yuri suddenly giggled and snuggled on my neck.
"say it again~"
"t-the what?"
"tell me you love me ryosuke~"
i snuggled back to yuri and chuckled. he was so cute right now. i could just gobble him up. literally.
"yuri,"
i held his small but beautiful hands.
" i don't know what love is but, if what i'm feeling now is love.. then i love you. i love you so much.. i love you so much that i can't even wipe this grin out of my pathetic face."
i told him while grinning. it was true though. i cant help laughing or smiling at every little thing right now. i think everything is beautiful~ and this guy.. yuri, he's shining like the sun. he's my sun.
i woke up a bit too early today. unexpectedly, before i can realize it myself, i was already smiling and staring at this lovable and adorable little squirrel here beside me, snuggling on my arm. i hugged him tight and squeezed him a bit before kissing his forehead. then, i saw it , his eyelids flicker a bit before i saw the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen. they were shining like a pearl.
"ohayou yuri~"
"ryosuke~~"
he cuddled more to me and giggled. i squeezed him again which earned me a whack. we both chuckled.
"oi~ nani yo! it's early in the morning and you're whacking me~!"
"i just woke up and you're squeezing me to death! mou~"
he pouted a bit and i pecked his lips.
the morning was the best morning i could never have imagined~ i was so happy that morning~ i had yuri, we kissed for millions of times and i heard his giggles. but at school, it was still the same, he would listen properly while i would hug his waist trying to get some of his attention. but it was all worthless, so i left him alone and went to sleep.
lunch was the same too~ we ate in the greenhouse with yuto kun and keito kun. but the only difference was, yuri was blabbering about me telling him i love him~ and everyone laughed at me. but trouble had to come in the next period.
"Ryosuke samaaaa!~~"
in the middle of our biology class, i was awoken by this annoying girl who i fucked yesterday. shida i think. she didnt even mind the professor and went ahead inside the classroom and walked towards me.
"stay away from ryosuke sama chinen kun~"
"... e-eh?"
yuri looked at me and i just gave him a puzzled look.
without warning, shida just held me cheeks and kissed me in front of the entire class to see. yuri ofcourse, butted in and pushed her while glaring. what i was doing? i was just staring at yuri. somehow, seeing yuri mad scared the hell out of me.
"what are you doing ?!"
"shut up chinen kun~! ryosuke sama is my boyfriend!"
"EEEH?!!"
i stood up from my sit and stared at shida as she wrapped her arms around me, pecking my lips. which made me wipe my lips after.
"I'm pregnant with ryosuke sama's baby~"
-end-
uwaa sorry sorry ><
please dont kill me~ ><
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