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[rikster]

so uh... i dont really know what i want to do right now. im confused/undecided about a lot of things. its just very hard to say what im thinking. do what im feeling. i dont know what to do with myself right now. i have to stop smoking weed. i have to. im cutting myself short. it's ruining who i am. its effecting all my relationships. and for what? for a fucking 15 minute giggle session.... that isnt even that funny. GAAAAAY!!!! anyways... im gonna be cutting the dope out. it'll be hard because i hang out with people that always do it. cross your fingers for me. anyways, i dont know what i should do about my situations. i really dislike being me right now. ( fuck you all with the emo comments. im human. im allowed to feel like crap ) i wanna be in grade 2 again. throwing mud balls at the neighbors, playing endless games of hide & seek / cops & robbers.

fuck im hungry.

im gonna have to cut this short. bye