my bby is still recovering :D
From Jin Jin's blog last August 6 ~ Manager-san said that his surgery was a success and I was like O.O what? Surgery ? when I read the first entry about him being sick and having an alternate cast I saw that word already but I quite ignored it and thought that Jin Jin is just sick and he just needs rest but then from what I've read last night (online translator read and I just deciphered it) he really had a surgery o.O it's too late to be dead worried that's why now I'm just praying for his fast recovery :D .. Get well soon Jin Jin :D
it's been raining for weeks ... last monday I went to school ~ It was raining hard that we don't know what time to go home or when is the right time to go home. We went out of the school at around 8:30 pm .. no .. almost 9? I guess ... and when we went out ~ there's already an oceaaaaan outside schoool ~ >///< I'm not afraid since it's my second time experiencing a flood like that and all I was worried about that time is if there are still a bus that will come to ride on XD ... well luckily we didn't wait much and we were able to ride a bus right away ~ but because of the raining and flooding ~ we got stuck for like 3 hours in traffic on our way home I was dead cold riding wet in an airconditioned bus XD .. when I went down the bus ~ It was raining heavily that there is no sense on using an umbrella ~ when I arrived in front of the subdivision there were no pedicabs to ride on that's why I walked a bit in the flood XD feeling like a warrior XD ~ when I reached the guard house of the subdivision ~ the guard offered me to sit first XD I was like ..."I'm just a bit away frooooom my hooouse let meeee gooo hooome" but yes .. it's raining hard and some parts of the road on my way home is flooded ~ knee-high XD that's why I decided to wait patiently for a ride to come though I'm dead cold and shaking XD .. luckily after a few minutes a ride came ~ hoho but the driver told me to wait first for the rain to stop and for the water to go down since it's hard to pass the flooded part but yeah ~ I insisted ~ I badly want to go home and feel warm XD not to mention that I'm dead hungry that time as well XD... I told him that i don't care if it's hard ~ I couldn't wait any loonger and I could pay him no matter how much the cost just take me hooome ~~ and I arrived home ~ at around 1 am~ XD ...
now there are still some parts of the country that is flooded ... more than what I've experienced so pleaaaaaase pray for them and pray for a good weather on the following days.
I will talk more ... XD
will put it under the cut and it's up to you guys if you want to read it or nooooot >3<
:D it's been weeks since I'm dead stressed with the things related to our upcoming event TANABATA V KIZUNA :D
This event is conducted every year by our organization as our major activity as a school accredited organization and I am aware that every year it's impossible not to encounter problems related to the preparation etc. etc. ... but then this year was a bit different than the past two tanabatas that I have experienced. This time I was completely aware of what's happening in the inside and outside communications and stuff and I'm not proud to say that things turned out a bit disastrous. It is the first time that we will take the event outside school, I hoped that this would be grand but as the days passed by... I'm loosing hope for my beloved Tanabata Festival... before, on days like this I was dead excited about the event but now... I'm not.. it felt like it was not coming yet... i felt like ... I won't enjoy it to the fullest ... or am I just stressed about lots of things to feel excited? I don't know... lots of things happened.
only 2 days left till the event and we had lots of problems to deal with .. yes .. the weather .. =.= we will be able to do this if it wasn't for the bad weather ... but on the positive side .. we are looking forward on moving the event's date next week. I'm hoping that we were able to and hoping that by that time everything will be settled perfectly and we will be able to enjoy this event. I'm not concerned about myself on what to feel on the event of before the event, I'm concerned about my kouhais ... it's their first time to experience the tanabata festival and I want it to be a wonderful memory for them, I want to live up to their expectations and I want them to see the fruit of our hard work. I swear I'm going to cry if I would see my kouhais smiling and saying that they enjoyed it so much that they are looking forward for next year again.
I know that though this problems are big ... my GOD is bigger and he will make a way ... I know he'll send us a great miracle.
I'll look at things positively and wont get affected by this stuffs anymore.. I guess it's really not the time to sulk around and think that this was not my ideal Tanabata at all ! I remembered what me and my sempai talked about before ... We are not doing these stuffs because we just need to because we committed in an organization, we are doing this because we love the organization and we are ready to do everything for the sake of it. NAMI is my family... I experienced lots of things with them... the fun times and the hard times like this... we might experience stupid problems within each other but we were able to stand strong. I'm glad I found Nami and had reasons to enjoy school. I'm glad I met people whom I considered my family though our family tree is quite confusing. Everything didn't matter as long as we are having fun. I want to keep this bond till forever. I know deep inside we could understand each other ... I'm not going to loose hope and break down. If everything didn't go as I want it's okay i'll try to understand the situation and if it's still wrong I'll try to make a way and wont ignore everything if it didn't settled down once. For my beloved family, I'll do everything ... For the family that my Sempais established I will do everything and up till the end of time .. people who are called Nami-jins will have this kind of bond.
sorry for my bad english (_ _|||)
it's been raining for weeks ... last monday I went to school ~ It was raining hard that we don't know what time to go home or when is the right time to go home. We went out of the school at around 8:30 pm .. no .. almost 9? I guess ... and when we went out ~ there's already an oceaaaaan outside schoool ~ >///< I'm not afraid since it's my second time experiencing a flood like that and all I was worried about that time is if there are still a bus that will come to ride on XD ... well luckily we didn't wait much and we were able to ride a bus right away ~ but because of the raining and flooding ~ we got stuck for like 3 hours in traffic on our way home I was dead cold riding wet in an airconditioned bus XD .. when I went down the bus ~ It was raining heavily that there is no sense on using an umbrella ~ when I arrived in front of the subdivision there were no pedicabs to ride on that's why I walked a bit in the flood XD feeling like a warrior XD ~ when I reached the guard house of the subdivision ~ the guard offered me to sit first XD I was like ..."I'm just a bit away frooooom my hooouse let meeee gooo hooome" but yes .. it's raining hard and some parts of the road on my way home is flooded ~ knee-high XD that's why I decided to wait patiently for a ride to come though I'm dead cold and shaking XD .. luckily after a few minutes a ride came ~ hoho but the driver told me to wait first for the rain to stop and for the water to go down since it's hard to pass the flooded part but yeah ~ I insisted ~ I badly want to go home and feel warm XD not to mention that I'm dead hungry that time as well XD... I told him that i don't care if it's hard ~ I couldn't wait any loonger and I could pay him no matter how much the cost just take me hooome ~~ and I arrived home ~ at around 1 am~ XD ...
now there are still some parts of the country that is flooded ... more than what I've experienced so pleaaaaaase pray for them and pray for a good weather on the following days.
I will talk more ... XD
will put it under the cut and it's up to you guys if you want to read it or nooooot >3<
:D it's been weeks since I'm dead stressed with the things related to our upcoming event TANABATA V KIZUNA :D
This event is conducted every year by our organization as our major activity as a school accredited organization and I am aware that every year it's impossible not to encounter problems related to the preparation etc. etc. ... but then this year was a bit different than the past two tanabatas that I have experienced. This time I was completely aware of what's happening in the inside and outside communications and stuff and I'm not proud to say that things turned out a bit disastrous. It is the first time that we will take the event outside school, I hoped that this would be grand but as the days passed by... I'm loosing hope for my beloved Tanabata Festival... before, on days like this I was dead excited about the event but now... I'm not.. it felt like it was not coming yet... i felt like ... I won't enjoy it to the fullest ... or am I just stressed about lots of things to feel excited? I don't know... lots of things happened.
only 2 days left till the event and we had lots of problems to deal with .. yes .. the weather .. =.= we will be able to do this if it wasn't for the bad weather ... but on the positive side .. we are looking forward on moving the event's date next week. I'm hoping that we were able to and hoping that by that time everything will be settled perfectly and we will be able to enjoy this event. I'm not concerned about myself on what to feel on the event of before the event, I'm concerned about my kouhais ... it's their first time to experience the tanabata festival and I want it to be a wonderful memory for them, I want to live up to their expectations and I want them to see the fruit of our hard work. I swear I'm going to cry if I would see my kouhais smiling and saying that they enjoyed it so much that they are looking forward for next year again.
I know that though this problems are big ... my GOD is bigger and he will make a way ... I know he'll send us a great miracle.
I'll look at things positively and wont get affected by this stuffs anymore.. I guess it's really not the time to sulk around and think that this was not my ideal Tanabata at all ! I remembered what me and my sempai talked about before ... We are not doing these stuffs because we just need to because we committed in an organization, we are doing this because we love the organization and we are ready to do everything for the sake of it. NAMI is my family... I experienced lots of things with them... the fun times and the hard times like this... we might experience stupid problems within each other but we were able to stand strong. I'm glad I found Nami and had reasons to enjoy school. I'm glad I met people whom I considered my family though our family tree is quite confusing. Everything didn't matter as long as we are having fun. I want to keep this bond till forever. I know deep inside we could understand each other ... I'm not going to loose hope and break down. If everything didn't go as I want it's okay i'll try to understand the situation and if it's still wrong I'll try to make a way and wont ignore everything if it didn't settled down once. For my beloved family, I'll do everything ... For the family that my Sempais established I will do everything and up till the end of time .. people who are called Nami-jins will have this kind of bond.
sorry for my bad english (_ _|||)