Title: Something’s wrong
Chapters: 9/?
Author:
rikkyu Genre: romance, humor, (hurt, betrayal, don’t know if these are genre’s lol) Angst
Warnings: Smut. Malexmale, action, anal, oral, language, bad grammar most likely because I suck at that ha-ha.
Rating: Nc-17
Pairing: Reita/Kai, Uruha/Aoi, Ruki/?, Toro/Hiroto
Disclaimer: No I don’t own them, good thing too (the horrors that might befall them if I did Muhahaha)
Summary: Did Reita cheat on Kai or was it all just a misunderstanding? These events lead Reita on a wild ride to his hurtful hidden past and will Kai stay along to go on the ride with him or will he just be left behind and if he tags along will he be able to help Reita get over his past?
Comments: umm lets see we get to see a little bit of Uru Rei, in this chapter don’t know if I like this one finally its done I’ve been waiting for days to finally finish this, the chapters just keep becoming harder and harder to write lol but alas here it is hope you all enjoy (:
That feeling of disgust still hasn’t gone away, it’s there because even though what he did to me I still want, need him. I gave him my heart and asked him not to break it and he didn’t he tore it to pieces, spit on it and burned it to ashes. Now after leaving me a complete mess he comes back years later the pieces finally healed after a certain some one and now that my life is back in order with no thoughts of him he comes back! To ruin everything ad the thing that freaks me out is that I want him back. I want to feel his body pressed against mine.
~flash back~
“Akira? How are you, is it starting to feel better with me?”
“Umm well no… of course stupid, what did you expect?”
“Ha-ha I guess you’re right I mean I just don’t want to hurt you, I love you.”
“I know and I love you so stop worrying about me and let’s go.”
~end flash back~
That’s was the point I think I really started to love him, I mean I had never been in a relationship or had sex but him asking me if it was starting to feel better made me light up with something I had never felt before. After our first time it hurt to walk the next day bending over was almost impossible but a lot of kids helped me, it was weird to me at the time but I understood after he left, I mean they helped me with a lot there was this one kid that in gym told the teacher I wasn’t feeling good so I didn’t have to exercise and another picked up everything I dropped (which was a lot at the time) until he knew I was better. Kids stared at me with expressions I didn’t know at the time but now I know those stares were the looks of simple pity and understanding. Toshi got around, he really got around more then half the school had been his plaything at one time, they didn’t warn me because they knew I wouldn’t listen I mean who would until its happened to you, you don’t really believe that the one you love is a fake a phony and is going to hurt before the end of it all. They looked after me because they knew that soon enough I would be in there club, and they took care of me. People I had never been cool with started asking me to hang out and they all said the same thing
~flash back~
“I’m so glad you and I have become friends Akira, you so much fun and you are nothing like what I’d thought you’d be like ha-ha”
“Yeah me to Yuki, hey what are you doing tomorrow? Toshi and I are going to the beach want to come?”
“Oh I’m busy my family is having this get together so I can’t but hey have fun and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here.”
~end flash back~
That, this line right here, “If you ever need someone to talk to I’m here.” I thought it was strange at first but I mean all friends say things like that right? Well not all but it was whatever to me at the time, and when Toshi finally ended things they were all there open arms and ready to consol, I was the last straw for them. Well more like I was a newbie into the world of Gay. They thought I was different to him or more like they really didn’t think he was that much of an ass to hurt someone who was new to being with the same sex, but he wasn’t he tossed me out like yesterdays trash. They had it all planned they were going to talk to him and maybe throw a few punches well Kouyou was anyways, he had been told by some of them what Toshi was really like but of course he didn’t believe them but after it was true he wanted to murder him. They had it all planned but Toshi and his family skipped town before they could do anything. A true con artist he was and even though I know all this, I want him to give me the pleasure and pain I want. Now I’m no masochist or sadist for that matter but he does something to you that makes you crave him and want him to hurt you no not full fledge hurt but good hurt. The pain that slowly drives you crazy and makes you crave it so much. He knew what he was doing when he was hurt me he knew he had implanted himself into me and he knew I wanted him and that I would come back to him. Before I could even think about going to him there was a knock on the door. Kai woke up right away and we shared a kiss before he got up and went to open the door. I could hear faint voices but couldn’t recognize Kai’s or the other person so I got up and headed towards them. When I reached them, Kai was standing laughing in front of a very driven looking Uru, and a very laughing Aoi
“Uru what are you doing here?” I asked still kind of surprised, Uru never came to any ones house on our off days.
“Well I thought you and me would hang out while Kai and Aoi got some work done.” He said smiling at me it sounded like Kai and Aoi to work on our day off, so I said okay. As I got ready Kouyou sat in the living room watching TV while Kai and Aoi were already off doing what ever it was they needed to do. When I was finally ready to go, Kouyou and I found Kai and Aoi and said goodbye before we left. Once we left he did what he really wanted to say.
“So you’re okay with that asshole?”
“I don’t know what your talking about we just had lunch together that’s all.”
“Oh yeah Akira that all it was, Are you dumb or mentally handicap? I ask because No one in there right mind would go back to someone who treated them like he treated you, did you forget how he used you and then threw you out like you were garbage?” Kouyou voice had risen and he was almost yelling by this time.
“NO” I yelled back before calming down and finishing “No I didn’t forget but everyone should forgive and be given a second chance I’m with Kai and nothings going to happen, and where are we going?” I asked because we weren’t going anywhere in particular well it looked like we were headed to his place but I wasn’t sure.
“Where the hell do you think we’re going, oh and you’re a bad liar Aki, do you honestly believe I don’t know what going on in your head, I can see the wheels turning and I know that if you keep seeing him you’ll fall right back into his arms and I will not let that happen.”
We reached his apartment building and he led me up to his place. I couldn’t say anything right now because everything he had said was right it still astounded me how good he was at reading me. I knew what was coming next and I wasn’t sure if I liked it or not I mean he was my best friend and I meant nothing more then family to him yet he had his moments where it seemed he wanted nothing more then to ravish me for what I was worth. As soon as the apartment door was open, he threw me against the wall. His mouth was hot against my left ear as he whispered.
“Akira, you going to take off your shoes and head straight to my room, I have to make a phone call but as soon as I’m done I’ll be in there, so don’t fuck around.”
I gulped as he let go of me and took off his shoes my eyes followed him as he disappeared into his office and I quickly began to take my shoes off and head for his room. My pants were already growing tight with thoughts of what was to come sprang in my head. I had been in love with him for so long that when he acted like this I soaked it all up. When he had made his phone call and was entering the room, I was already about to burst I wanted him so bad and he knew it. He closed the door and smirked as he saw me sitting on the end of the bed.
“Horny are we now, what would Kai say if he saw you like?”
My eyes widen with thought of Kai catching me and Kou, I couldn’t stand to think about it. Kouyou disrupted my thought as he began to walk towards me; he had this sneering smile that made me shiver with delight and fear. When Uru reached me he gently slid the back of two of his fingers down the side of my face making me shiver even more, then he grabbed me jaw and lifted my face up and kissed me. He licked his tongue against my lips and I slightly opened my mouth as he claimed my mouth with his tongue. He was in control from the beginning so fighting for control was stupid on my part. He pushed me back on the bed and shifted his legs between mine. His hands roamed my chest as I locked mine tightly around his neck. He pulled apart from me when we needed air and bent his head to nip at my neck, I squirmed under him, making him smile into my neck as he started to work his way down to my collar bone as his fingers started lifting my shirt off. Once my shirt was off Kou moved even further down my chest to play with my nipples as I withered and squirmed beneath him. After sucking and biting on my nipples he sat up and undid my belt buckles and zipper. Once that was done he started to remove my pants and underwear together. He took off his shirt after that and undid his jeans but didn’t take them off, he left them open. He lifted my leg and positioned himself at my entrance, he took two of his fingers and soaked them in his saliva before pushes them into me. He started to thrust them in and out and after a while he started to scissor and stretch me from the inside. Once he thought I was ready he pulled his fingers out and leaned over me to his nightstand, he opened the second draw and pulled out a bottle of lube. He opened the cap and poured some on his dick and my ass. He threw the bottle next to my head and used one hand to coat his dick and the other to coat my entrance. He then repositioned himself and slowly pushed into me; he started out slow but hastily quickened his thrusts. Each time he thrusted in me he brought his dick all the way out to the tip and slammed back into me. All i could was moan and pant under him, it felt so good and I had wanted this for a long time. The last time we did this was about three months before Kai asked me out so it had been like four months and I needed him, I was getting real close to coming when his phone started ringing.
“Ahh what the hell, its Aoi’s ring.”
Kouyou got up and answered his phone they talked for a few minutes and then hung up, I wasn’t really paying attention to the conversation so when he threw my jeans and underwear at me I was confused.
“Were stopping?”
He just looked at me and smiled and as he pulled on his own boxers he said
“Yeah Kai and Aoi need us.”
I just got up and pulled my boxers on and then my jeans and headed for the door to get my shoes, Uru was right behind me and as we left his house I knew that for now I was okay and didn’t feel disgusted like when I woke up. Toshi was like a poison to me and he caused me to hurt the people around me and Kouyou was my antidote but only for the tie being because Kouyou wasn’t a strong enough antidote to Toshi’s poison.