Wewt!
Mmmk I found out how much of a fucking confusing person I am today. I found out that I never liked Zack I forced myself to like him because I did not want to be alone. Odd eh? Well I guess it is because I have a fear of being alone and stuff since alot of my family has died and bad shibit. I am happy I do not like him honestly since no offense he is not the best choice in a guy and really not my type. I hate how I force my people to like people because I feel alone it is quite depressing and makes me fairly depressed aswell. I am a severely complex and confusing person and alot of people know me better than I know myself which I find odd. At the moment I like nobody and it feel awesome! I relized I am never alone because I always have my kick ass friends so I know that I no longer have to unconciously force myself to like people I just don't. Me and Maxie are making a team effort to not smoke so basically we are quitting partners. I was also dragging into a store today which was very boring and all I did was act as a clothes rack and tell people how they looked in stuff which I usaully got yelled at for since I was brutally honest about it. I am actually really happy today and ready to take on tommorrow!