May 18, 2005 21:11
Life is fucking awesome. Or is it? One part of me is like, "Dude! Fuck yeah! Rock on!!!!!!" and the other is just like, "WTF, mate?! Your life is going downhill and you know it!" But I think I'll believe that first one, for happiness' sake.
But I can't help but think that things are just... ending. Slowly
gaining on the bottom of this hill, that I've been tumbling down all
this time. Its an awful feeling, it really is. People that could once
send me floating on clouds with a single smile just seem... empty...
all of a sudden. I hate it, and what's worse is I don't think there is a
single thing I can do to make it better.
Oh, bother.
Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you.