Sep 15, 2004 04:51
Right. As of now (well ... tomorrow when I get back to mum and julian) I am gonna stand up for myself and take no more crap from Julian as he pisses me off day by day. If I suddenly stop updating, I have possibly had the net taken away from me which I know they wouldn't hesitate to do if I've been bad. If it happened, It probably wouldn't be for long so I guess theres no reason for you guys toactually care about this post ^^;;
I'd rather stick up for myself that let him push me around and whatnot then totally crack and end up screaming, crying and attempting to hurt him very badly.
I just won't take it.
Why should I have to?
everyday he gives me weird looks when I get up late as if he's thinking quite nasty things about me. I really can't look into his eyes without feeling hatred. Maybe i'm going a little over the top, but its my perception on the problem.