hmm ..
I should really do a kickass layout sometime. I want to do something on LJ with a frames part to it ... hmm ...
I'll do that later, If my dad goes to work.
Anyway, I spoke to my gran on the phone and as I said. She didn't hear everything I said. ^^;; she also wants me to go visit. O_o;;
hmm ... now what to say.
I'm in yet another weird depressive kind of moods. Mike thinks I have bipolar. I think I have bipolar. And ... I just can't tell anyone. I almost told dad. But it just wouldn't come out. It's hard to talk about this stuff. So that's why I'm putting it in LJ. It's a hell of a lot easier.
I really ought to go see my doctor to see what she says. What would it be like if I was actually diagnosed with it? I guess that's what I'm scared of.
I'm scared of a lot of things ...
I'll do that later, If my dad goes to work.
Anyway, I spoke to my gran on the phone and as I said. She didn't hear everything I said. ^^;; she also wants me to go visit. O_o;;
hmm ... now what to say.
I'm in yet another weird depressive kind of moods. Mike thinks I have bipolar. I think I have bipolar. And ... I just can't tell anyone. I almost told dad. But it just wouldn't come out. It's hard to talk about this stuff. So that's why I'm putting it in LJ. It's a hell of a lot easier.
I really ought to go see my doctor to see what she says. What would it be like if I was actually diagnosed with it? I guess that's what I'm scared of.
I'm scared of a lot of things ...