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so i have recently found out that i tore my MCL this is great news considering i am having surgery in like 2 weeks. im pretty sure my coach hates me right now cuz my old lady body is falling apart more than it already was even though i am only 19 years old. how sad is that?
anyways im pretty excited for the weekend its the boys initiation which means they are going to get hazed more than we were and we get to have a huge girls team party and get really drunk and then make fun of the guys!
school sucks right now. trig is kicking my ass (more than high school trig did) i have a history test on friday that shouldn't be bad though.
so yeah im basically really scared for this surgery. i cant get it off my mind and i know that it is still like 2 weeks away and that i have gone through it already but i cant help but be scared. this whole college swimming thing is so much more intense than anything i have ever done in my whole life. what if i dont recover fully by august when season starts? what if i have to redshirt? i dont want to do that! oh well i guess i can do is wait and see.
i miss everyone from home already. i wish i was going to be home for the summer, but i have already made my decision to stay in kville cuz of swimming. it should be a fun time though, drunken ddr is the best! me and jess (one of my roommates) are going to have a grand time working and swimming and taking fun trips to st lou to watch the cardinals play in the new stadium (even though its not finished)and fourth of july should be a blast!!! i have decided that i am going to really like living on my own, and rent is so cheap its awesome! non of this colorado high rent shit!
well i guess that is about it! i will talk to ya'll later! much love everyone!
anyways im pretty excited for the weekend its the boys initiation which means they are going to get hazed more than we were and we get to have a huge girls team party and get really drunk and then make fun of the guys!
school sucks right now. trig is kicking my ass (more than high school trig did) i have a history test on friday that shouldn't be bad though.
so yeah im basically really scared for this surgery. i cant get it off my mind and i know that it is still like 2 weeks away and that i have gone through it already but i cant help but be scared. this whole college swimming thing is so much more intense than anything i have ever done in my whole life. what if i dont recover fully by august when season starts? what if i have to redshirt? i dont want to do that! oh well i guess i can do is wait and see.
i miss everyone from home already. i wish i was going to be home for the summer, but i have already made my decision to stay in kville cuz of swimming. it should be a fun time though, drunken ddr is the best! me and jess (one of my roommates) are going to have a grand time working and swimming and taking fun trips to st lou to watch the cardinals play in the new stadium (even though its not finished)and fourth of july should be a blast!!! i have decided that i am going to really like living on my own, and rent is so cheap its awesome! non of this colorado high rent shit!
well i guess that is about it! i will talk to ya'll later! much love everyone!